Managed to see it in the end here http://www.rte.ie/playerxl/#v=10228632
for those who had the same problems as me.
''If you're going to take the money you have to write about the difficult stuff'' - no you don't, especially when what you write hurts your family and friends. Looking down and sidling along walls is 'genetic'? Eating disorders and self esteem issues are 'a very reptilian part of the brain'?
What a prime pile of old horses balls, and even the interviewer seemed to think she was mad.