even though it has been some years since someone i was close to passed away , i still have never grieved over the death, i feel sad, i feel the loss every day, i even feel guilty that i am still here sometimes, now i know i am not suffering from depression as in every other way i am happy, starting a new job in a weeks time and i have a charming girlfriend who i adore and love, and have the suppport of my family and friends,
May be an idea for you to see a bereavement counsellor as you sound like you need to grieve and I think they could help you.
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I didn't say it was definite, but it is very probable.
This may explain how you were probably fooled: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cold_reading