Get it off your chest
CaptainObvious_
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Feeling very agitated tonight. Things are overwhelming and I'm utterly terrified about the future. These are normally constant background rumblings but every so often they get a bit much, hence this thread.
If you need to get anything off your chest.. feel free to use this thread, it may bring some relief to just get it down in words, others may be able to relate etc. Keep it civil/ sensible though please.
If you need to get anything off your chest.. feel free to use this thread, it may bring some relief to just get it down in words, others may be able to relate etc. Keep it civil/ sensible though please.
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He's such a jerk. >:(
P.S. thoughts about the future and worries are normal sometimes, try not to worry (easier said than done, I know!) take care :kitty:
Otherwise, everything is golden.
Every time she rings me up, that I see her number come up on my phone, I have that chilling fear that this is it, this is going to be the call ... she's going to tell me that my Dad's dead (he's in hospital, severe dementia, just recently discovered he's had cancer for quite some time and nobody knew).
Sorry to be so depressing - I don't think this is quite what you meant people to put on this thread
Not seeking sympathy, just wanted to say it just once. I feel better now.
As you were!
I can relate to this. I never realised I would become so afraid of the phone ringing. My little brother passed away at the end of 2013, after a brief and successful battle with lymphoma. His final chemo got him though, and an infection took him quickly.
My nanna was diagnosed with bladder cancer 4 months later, she finished chemotherapy treatment in February. 2 days later, my grandad was diagnosed with lymphoma. He's been in hospital since, receiving chemo, and suffering infection after infection.
Every single time the phone rings my stomach drops. I can't explain adequately the sudden jolt of panic.
And yet I can't tell anyone how afraid I am of the phone, because then they'll stop ringing, and I'll be even more panicked for not hearing from them.
You have never been a "sympathy seeker" in any of your posts, and that includes here. Real sorry to hear about Mum & Dad, and of that knot of fear you feel when the phone rings. You know it works in all directions of course..love I mean. Just as you are lucky to have them love you, they are lucky to have you and your endless support and love in return. And now this same bond is one your daugter already understands, and so you become the tether who has to cope with everything, whilst knowing that you have a family to be proud of, and vice versa.
And you feel better now..Good. Take care & Best Regards to Mum, Dad, you and your daughter
I thought I was an ok resident.
**that would actually be today but it`s still dark out
I'm afraid of dying alone.
All the best.
I don't know if this is a modern thing, I think it is because I don't remember anyone saying it years ago but why is it when you ask someone how they are they say I'm "Good". I've never got that because it doesn't make grammatical sense. Why can't they say I'm ok or fine or alright thanks. That's what people said years ago. Anyway, I've got that off my chest.
I say i'm amazing, but that's my opinion.
mine might seem like it but it`s a partly lost friend of many years who i can`t trust around my belongings and has rung me now 17 times from various phones today, starting at 4am, put two notes through the door, knocked on my window and door twice and pretended to be her brother in a text because she thought i`d not realise it was her. and then i had to sneak out.
it`s a real downer.
You need to sort out your grammar. I've noticed it on all of your posts and it really annoys me.
You're using the wrong type of '.... it's not meant to be a back stroked one like `
You need to get out more.
Are you serious? This is a really good thread; why try and ruin it?
And you need to sort out your unnecessary rudeness!
It's not really your place to say what is trivial or not, well you can in your own life but not in others
And also, wanting to get counselling, but having to wait another week for the doctors appointment. Just desperately want to help myself & stop feeling so sh*t all the time, like if I try & do something (like, perform in drama) that there's always someone ready to drag me down. Or, that's how I feel anyway. I just want to feel 'normal' for a change, not inferior.
As of today, someone has got back in touch with me after 3-4 years. Initially, I was glad to hear from them, but a few emails in and the correspondence has been utterly dominated by her various illnesses, work problems, child raising matters etc. I am bitterly regretting answering the initial email already.
I simply cannot abide people who are self, self, self. It's the one characteristic in people I just cannot overlook - even toothless simpletons can be forgiven. After about 6 emails, I think I got a line in about a work trip abroad; otherwise it's all been one way. It's why I lost touch in the first place and Christ alive, I am so thankful I did not give out my phone number.
thank you :kitty:
I hope things get easier for you, it's awful having someone like that living next door!
No, no this thread is for anything you need to get off your chest, so don't apologise!
I'm sorry to hear of your situation
I'm glad you feel better now, I started the thread with catharsis from just writing it down in mind.
Take care :kitty:
That means a lot, cheers
This is true