Hi fellow fans,
Still tired and very emotional about various events over the weekend.
I have been too unwell to go to LV during December and January but I was determined to use the ticket I bought long ago for the Last Night. Last week I decided that since I was going to make the trek to London anyway, I might as well go up on Friday as well and see LV twice. Managed to get a so-so seat but on the day was able to change to a cancellation, so sat in E7. The Play had changed quite a bit. LV's part seemed the same except I thought she sang more during the first "failed" Nightclub scene. But both the comedy and darker aspects were strengthened.
On Saturday morning I wondered how I was going to spend a cold day in London Town? Answer - go to the Matinee! Got the very last ticket and sat in a Box. Appalling seat for a first timer, as third of the stage (kitchen side) could not be seen, but fine for me as I was close to and on a level with LV's bedroom, and I could study Dee up close when she was at the record-player or on her bed. Very impressed that, even when all the action was downstairs, she kept acting the bored shy girl, disgusted by her mother. Just once saw her have an unscripted whispered conversation with Rachel.
After the Matinee she did not come out to the Stage Door, perhaps needing treatment for her voice and rest.
For the Last Show I had a good seat, C11. All last three Shows were to full houses with very appreciative audiences, much applause throughout and banter in the right places. I was even emboldened to give Mr Boo a good booing!
Now the emotional part - Dee came on-stage for the last scene (Billy's light display) wiping tears from her eyes. Obviously while waiting to come on, she had realised that this most wonderful début to her acting career was finally at an end. Trooper that we know she is, she pulled herself together and acted the scene perfectly and finally managed to sing "Sunlight" for the very last time (ever?) without breaking down. (Which is more than could be said for me!)
Sadly though, when the curtain rose for the first curtain call, Dee was crying openly and it was made worse because the cast hold hands so she could not wipe the tears away. She clearly enjoyed the prolonged rapturous applause that she and all the cast received and tried at times to smile. It finished with a lighter moment when some people, I could not see who, staff or family? bombarded the cast with what looked like hundreds of carnations and that made Dee laugh.
It was a long wait, of course, before she came out of the Stage Door. She had regained her composure and seemed quite cheerful. As there was a crowd (30+?) she said that she would only sign one item each for everybody. This caused the only sour note. A professional autograph hunter complained about this and Dee gave him a piece of her mind! (Note to self - never upset Dee!)
I tried to take photos with my Nikon, but she was lost in the crowd and I only managed a couple of words with her as she left (with James Cartwright)
Now the bad news - On Friday night I managed a short conversation with her as she signed autographs for a much smaller crowd. My main question was 'when would "Sunlight would be released?' Her reply shocked me and has deeply saddened me. She said "never"! I pressed the point and she replied quite emphatically that she would not record it and indeed, would not even sing it again after the Last Night. Her exact words : "The Song dies with the Play"
I am guessing that as it was commissioned especially for the Play it was a condition that it was not to be used alone. Maybe Jim Cartwright has the copyright and will keep it in case he stages it again? Who knows.
I was so happy that on Friday night she remembered how I had had a one-on-one alone with her in November. That time was a never to be forgotten precious memory for me. And as that time, I was struck by how very much like a beautiful fragile China Doll she is.
I remain totally enamoured of the lovely Dee....