Hey!
So long time so posting. I think this could well me last ever post, as there not much point me posting anymore as this seems not to be the 'LaB' we all new & loved.
So what do I feel on the current situation & things as I think weve established I like to make my point. I mean if we think about it realistically, this started way back in August as it isn`t that recent, however we have only just noticed it so much now because of Twitter & all the hype surrounding tweets etc.
Back when BB finished I loved them both, but both of them together if they had split in their 1st year, I wouldn`t be able to be fans of either because for me it was either both of them together or none of them. I always stated I loved Bex that little bit more as she was more entertaining in BB in my opinion, but my god has my opinion changed & I for one never thought I would have ever said that! She was always that loud, crazy girl from Cov who didn`t care what other people thought but had such a genuine & sensitive side when it came to Luke which is why everyone loved her for it because they had that chemistry between them which made their bond in reality. However in todays light of things she doesn`t care I mean thats pretty obvious but yeah I understand the whole why do you need to care etc, but I mean come on you do need to care actually because this is your life & your relationship, in fact your making people unhappy by the way you are dealing with certain things your an adult grow up! Because at the end of the day as much as everyone can say this is what Bex was already like, no actually she wasn`t I mean Luke didn`t fall in love with the Bex we see now did he? No he didn`t & the Bex we see now isn`t the Bex we now, people can change yes but at the end of the day thats a hell of a way to change. I don`t dislike Bex at all but i`m not a fan at all either, I think shes self centred, selfish & really doesn`t care anymore I mean you can see that by this whole 'Jedward tattoo' thing I mean i`m sorry but that is just ridiculous! What are you doing it for really? Its not entertaining your just gonna be left with a stupid tattoo of a group of boys that won`t be that famous tattooed on your body, just because you got over 11,000 followers! What the hell is that going to achieve? Nothing really! I mean the Hanson tattoo didn`t help really did it? Nahh you see she just wants attention but at the end of the day theirs only so much attention you can give a child before they become obsessed with themselves, fame & reality. I mean doing these Ann Summers parties why? Obviously to make money but why by the time you have drove to a place you`ve just spent what you have made on petrol! It doesn`t make sense & it can be for life kind of thing because i`m sorry you need to get a proper job like the rest of us your no exception.
Stating that they are trying to get back to a normal life is a bit of an exsaggration really I mean how the hell is screwing off everyone because apparently you have to do an Ann Summers or something important to do, but then she just goes & gets drunk hardly important is it. I don`t think she has matured tbh, I think shes regressed & not in a good way, yes this is my opinion but it seems that she always has something to say back but nothing good & i`m not just slating her or anything like that at all although i`m being negative, she just hasn`t done herself favours it seems like she has disappointed her true fans that have been there from the beginning, but hey they don`t matter now as she needs her new followers for this stupid tattoo. You no until I had my son, nothing really sloted into place, how much people mean to you & how important he is in comparison to anything else, you no i`m not having such a great life at the minute i`m struggling like hell & my lifes a bit of a mess tbh, but she has someone who loves her for her just being her & literally worships the ground she walks on, do you no how rare that is in this day & age & our current society?! God I would love to find a man, that was understanding, loved me for me being me, took me as I come, was considerate caring & thought about me, but obviously she doesn`t want that because unfortunetly she seems to be runing every hope with Luke.
Luke was never my favoutive housmate at all tbh, but when Luke & Bex got together he became more of a favoutive & I loved him as much as her & together I loved them so much honestly I was so obsessed! (Lol) but after the past couple of weeks I have a new found respect for him I mean to put up with what he does & to have been told on a numourous occasions that his GF is seen out all the time with a Luke look-a-like (we all no who i`m on about!) & that they get asked all the time if its Luke I mean do you want that pushed into your face everyday? No so just leave it, I mean she doesn`t help that situation at all does she?! If she could just stop & see what shes doing & what shes got before its to late, because shes gonna lose the best thing thats pretty much ever happened to her. She really has gotten into bad company, she needs to think carefully as she needs to have a future & a good one.
I have to state though that if they split I think that Bex would need to give one of the dogs to Luke & that Luke should definetly fight for one of the dogs I mean they are half his at the end of the day & he loves them & the fact shes going to Austrailia in Jan/Feb for 6 months I mean whats going to happen to the dogs? Realistically Luke should get them as they are his & I hope he does but we will see.
I also think something will have to be said about the car that she seems to be driving everyone around in apart from Luke, but Luke brought it her! As she needs to realise what he has put into the realationship in comparison to her & vice versa.
Nothings going to last forever, thats just the way life is & I thought they were perfect for each other I really did. But hey you no I think I was wrong, every couple has there good days & bad days & arguments etc, but its weather you can cope with that first big argument & get over it to weather you can ever have a long term future & I just don`t think they ever got over there first big tiff. Which is such a shame but life happens.
However iv`e never seen sometime fight as much as him & so continuously you have to give him that his fighting & is still trying! I mean most men would have walked away by now, Luke really does seem like one in a million & deserves so much better I have to state that.
I`m still a fan of both of them, in my own way however all Bex seems to do is tweet about Jeward or something stupid whereas we get more out of Luke & a bit more conversation. I will therefore now plege that I fully support Luke & wish him all the best in the future & hope he finds what his looking for & gets what he truly deserves which is the best. I also hope Bex realise`s things & has a good look at herself before it really is to late & I wish her all the best.
Oh & just to add I would like Bex to get the 400 more followers as I want her to have the tattoo, so she can make a fool out of her self & have Jeward tattooed on her backside just because its 'fun' okay love you prove to us its fun! So everyone follow her @bexbb9
I am bitter just because of how much time I put in for being a fan I mean I just feel properly a little let down, shes an adult & surely she should discuss things properly with Luke rather then just let it pass you by. I wish she could see things differently & she what she has got honestly.
But you no, people change & unfortunetley they change for the worse, we really cant do much but watch.
Sorry for waffling so much I do apologise, I don`t no weather I will post again, we will see. But iv`e met some great people on here & I appreciate it so much, thats the one thing i`m thankful for.
Thanks very much LaB I had so much fun last year with you guys, the best actually this thread rocked back in its hay day! Haha. Lol
Melissa xxx