Quick... before I change my mind! Here's the rest...
(5)
CAFE WEDDING DAY – that .... well.... it breaks my heart, but it's the bit of the whole wedding saga I have watched the most. Syed looking so grown up, but so vulnerable too. Trying to convince Christian he's making a well-thought-through, well-advised decision... and trying to convince himself too... but failing quite miserably if you ask me... But somehow he seems so calm, so sure here... He knows somehow that he's making the wrong decision, but he still makes it. The tragedy of the whole story is here, he has to make an impossible choice : “I'm gay and.... and I love YOU. I wish I didn't, but there you go”. Lump-in-throat sad. Wow! I still have tears in my eyes when I watch Christian reach out for his hand and say “then BE with me”. Syed pulls back his hand – rather reluctantly and quite gently I believe – and that, just that little moment, is the bit of this whole scene that absolutely grabs me by the throat. Christian asks him why he's come. And then you know that Syed is just kidding himself. His voice breaks (and so does my heart) as he says “Because I miss you... because I wanted to see you...”.
I can hardly bear it to watch it, but I can't not watch it.. over and over and over and over....
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FIRST KISS – because here is where I fell in love with the story. Straightaway. Love at first sight, there and then! Christian telling Syed to go, Syed saying “I can't” - his eyes wild and he's probably asking himself what the hell he's doing... But he's clearly wanted this for so long. There's been discussion about the kiss, but it was just right. Syed is probably scared out of his mind doing this, but he's wanted it for so long, you can sense it. There's this proud “out there” guy he's slowly been growing nuts about, and he himself has been hiding his doubts and fears about his sexuality for so long. And he just can't contain himself any more, but it's still tentative, and a bit shy. I just know in my heart after that first shy kiss, they pulled back slightly, looked at each other in awe, like “what just happened?”, and then went in for a full-on highly passionate breathtaking momentous kiss... and who knows what else...
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LETS GO HOME – well... of course! The moment we've all been waiting for. Syed chooses Christian. Chooses happiness. That just really sums it up, doesn't it? Some have said not enough “personal” things were said in Syed's “speech”. But the thing is, he said the things that needed to be said. That he loves Christian, he knew that, he was sure of that, Christian knew it too, 100% sure, no doubt in his mind. We knew it. No doubt. That he wanted to be with Christian, spend the rest of his life with him, we knew that too. The crux of the matter was Syed getting it straight in his head, that in fact he didn't have to make this excruciating choice between his love and his faith. Between who he is and who he wants to be. He could have both, if he believed in it, if he believed in himself. He came to terms with it. He worked it out. Realization! “I'm gay and I'm Muslim.Why do I have to choose?”.
His eyes, his expression when he says to Christian “you don't have to (understand)” ... it's just beautiful, because he knows. He understands. The relief in that moment is just... breath-taking.
As is the moment Syed touches Christian, and the relief you see just oozing out of Christian. He closes his eyes, it's lump-in-throat for him – and for me! Arrgh!
Syed watches his parents, it hurts, but he doesn't waver. He's chosen! “Let's go home” says Christian, and off he goes. Syed smiles at him faintly, and follows him without hesitation. He's chosen Christian. Home is where the heart is... it's cheesy, but it's true. And his heart is with Christian. Christian is sure Syed will follow. He saw it in his eyes, heard it in his voice. He is certain. Then Syed touches Christian... and Christian just puts his arm around him (and the camera is wàààààày to far away from them!), and I'm dancing around the living room like a lunatic!
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LOVE YOU FOR IT – The hardest choice. The one I am not definite about. I'll probably change my mind as I write this. I really wanted to nominate that whole episode... or rather whole Domestic Chryed week.... It's hard to choose which scene I love best in that. The bit on the bed, Christian saying ILY ... twice!! That little suprised look on Syed's face. He can still hardly believe his luck! And Christian teasing him... Syed still reeling, trying to get his head round it all... he's in a loving warm relationship with this gorgeous guy, and people aren't even batting an eyelash! It's “normal”! Wow! Eye-opener there!
Christian watching Syed reading... Syed realizing – again – what it feels like to be in this loving relationship... and cue “big smile”
Then the bit on the couch, the serious talk, Christian wanting to understand “it's important to you, which makes it important to me” Guh! Syed's eyes in that scene are so..... guh!!
Then finally Syed's anger at Christian's rash act of going to the mosque, so quickly disolving into nothingness when he realizes that Christian just simply did it.... for him. For him. And he loves him for it.
So in the end I have to choose that last bit. That scene of Syed loving Christian for doing something really stupid... for him. And for the sweet loving kiss too, of course!
Clothes
Syed.... ooh, hard one. Ended up with the white shirt he wears while talking to Mas on the swings. I love that scene. The scene, the talk ... the shirt, the eyes, the hair. Loving all of it. And his favourite jeans of course...
Christian... worse... Not a vest girl, me. But love the black t-shirt and jeans many others have mentioned. Not very original there... sorry!
Music
After much soulsearching... I just had to go with “The Nearness of You”. Because of that ILY and the eyes in that scene. Of course. It's always the eyes...