With the sun in leo and moon and venus in cancer, feeling sorry for herself is something that Vanessa will be prone to do.Leo's legendary pride and cancer's equally renowned mood swingscan be expected but with venus in cancer too,Vanessa is going to be extra-sensitive.
When we see her cry,it's not for the cameras but is more genuine than you may believe[or accept]Leo's don't like to show weakness or loss of dignity,so Vanessa may herself be puzzled why the tears. Particularly if she has read up on lionesses in the horoscopes.Yes leos sulk when their sun sets but its Vanessa's strong cancerian side that produces the flood of tears.
So this dreadfully unpopular and seemingly vain,arrogant HM,has a deeply sensitive nature[her cancer-side] which is easily hurt.Cancer is known as the crab too.In order to protect itself it has a shell.In Vanessa’s case she indeed has a Shell within the house!
The prudishness we see from Vanessa can be partly attributed to self-protection,the cautious crab who even moves sideways rather than forwards.She might appear to be putting herself above others[perhaps she does]Or perhaps its her crab-like fear of being hurt.
I presume everyone knows that until a few years ago,Vanessa had a serious weight problem and had to suffer the usual human ridicule and mockery when one is “different” to one’s peers.Being overweight and unattractive will have been particularly painful for Vanessa because,at heart,the cancer energy is kind and protective and the leo energy is warm and loving.
Can one really blame her for being so self-protective…or self –absorbed.Whatever her socio-economic background, she’s known rejection and the ugly duckling feeling.She is arguably now a beautiful woman,perhaps the swan.She can hold her head high now in society[ok perhaps it’s too high at present] and with her north node in libra,she really does want to interact and relate better than she does and become more considerate and giving a la libra.
I really don’t know whether she is to be the Estelle type of woman who breaks men’s hearts in Great Expectations or just waiting for a man she can trust.Her mars in gemini flies in the face of her cancer/leo loyalty/physical/emotional and desire for the one man.She’ll need to reconcile that “moving on” aspect in her and realise that the physical side of a relationship is as valid as the intellectual side.It’s her gemini mars side,sadly,that seems to be most evident as we watch. Mental gymnastics which mask the real Vanessa.Plus....
However much you dislike Vanessa, she is carrying astrologically one of the heaviest loads imagineable.Sun conjunct saturn is no picnic either for Vanessa or those who meet her.
If she isn’t leo’s sunny self or cancer’s caring,nurturing self,then its that sun/saturn sense of responsibility and having to go it alone feeling.
Ultimately this very strong side of her may just about pull her through Friday’s coming abuse as she makes her way through the nice public.Leo’s pride may be hurt and cancer’s tears will need a later outlet.But this sun/saturn alliance should provide the inner strength for her.
I like Vanessa because once you see all sides of a person, they suddenly become very human.
When we see her cry,it's not for the cameras but is more genuine than you may believe[or accept]Leo's don't like to show weakness or loss of dignity,so Vanessa may herself be puzzled why the tears. Particularly if she has read up on lionesses in the horoscopes.Yes leos sulk when their sun sets but its Vanessa's strong cancerian side that produces the flood of tears.
So this dreadfully unpopular and seemingly vain,arrogant HM,has a deeply sensitive nature[her cancer-side] which is easily hurt.Cancer is known as the crab too.In order to protect itself it has a shell.In Vanessa’s case she indeed has a Shell within the house!
The prudishness we see from Vanessa can be partly attributed to self-protection,the cautious crab who even moves sideways rather than forwards.She might appear to be putting herself above others[perhaps she does]Or perhaps its her crab-like fear of being hurt.
I presume everyone knows that until a few years ago,Vanessa had a serious weight problem and had to suffer the usual human ridicule and mockery when one is “different” to one’s peers.Being overweight and unattractive will have been particularly painful for Vanessa because,at heart,the cancer energy is kind and protective and the leo energy is warm and loving.
Can one really blame her for being so self-protective…or self –absorbed.Whatever her socio-economic background, she’s known rejection and the ugly duckling feeling.She is arguably now a beautiful woman,perhaps the swan.She can hold her head high now in society[ok perhaps it’s too high at present] and with her north node in libra,she really does want to interact and relate better than she does and become more considerate and giving a la libra.
I really don’t know whether she is to be the Estelle type of woman who breaks men’s hearts in Great Expectations or just waiting for a man she can trust.Her mars in gemini flies in the face of her cancer/leo loyalty/physical/emotional and desire for the one man.She’ll need to reconcile that “moving on” aspect in her and realise that the physical side of a relationship is as valid as the intellectual side.It’s her gemini mars side,sadly,that seems to be most evident as we watch. Mental gymnastics which mask the real Vanessa.Plus....
However much you dislike Vanessa, she is carrying astrologically one of the heaviest loads imagineable.Sun conjunct saturn is no picnic either for Vanessa or those who meet her.
If she isn’t leo’s sunny self or cancer’s caring,nurturing self,then its that sun/saturn sense of responsibility and having to go it alone feeling.
Ultimately this very strong side of her may just about pull her through Friday’s coming abuse as she makes her way through the nice public.Leo’s pride may be hurt and cancer’s tears will need a later outlet.But this sun/saturn alliance should provide the inner strength for her.
I like Vanessa because once you see all sides of a person, they suddenly become very human.
