Originally Posted by Pops~~:
“Thank you so much. You've just put it into words, as Jjlover said, it's really hard talking to people who haven't gone through it. Usually use humour to get through it as you're right, it's so helpless. Didn't quite realise how close the sadness is to the surface, but what you wrote just made me cry so much for her, my family and me. She has early-onset, so I feel like my dad has been cheated.
Honestly, thank you all of you who have posted. I know it's completely off topic, and quite depressing so I hope no-one minds. It's just lovely that you 3 are willing to revisit your own pain to share with other people.
Back to the fluff. Huge hugs xxx”
Actually, didn't mean to upset you any more than you already are... If it any consolation at all.....I don't even feel any pain on revisiting the sorry saga.....It really totally lifted off my shoulders when she passed...Maybe I was one of the lucky ones..... I only feel happy about her and laugh and smile often, everytime I think of her....
It's hard at the time but a great joy afterwards, especially when you know you did your best. xx
I won't mention it again now.....enough is enough, I know....but will keep you in my thoughts, quietly. x
... So I get a pepperpot set then? and how are the negotiations going with New look for my clothing range? 
