Yeah no way I could do it either.
When I was living with a girl, she had a cat who got sick with feline leukemia. My mates were like, just run it over, save on vet bill getting it put down. They were bloody serious too. Anyway cat would go vets every now and again for boosters and would be well again for a while, but the downs got bigger and bigger.
Eventually she took the cat to the vet, and stayed with the cat holding him whilst the vet gave 3 lethal injections. She said she felt his head go heavy in her hand. Thats when she knew he was gone.
Nooooo way I could have done that. I'd have just dropped the cat off at the vet, coz I couldnt have coped. I loved that cat too.. But as she quite rightly said. Its not fair on the cat to have had to die alone. He knew his time was up, so she wanted to be there for him, as that cat was always there for us. Animals do feel the love we give to them. So I figured, yeah if i had to die id rather die in the arms of a loved one, rather than being dumped in a room with a complete stranger who is going to come and kill me.
This same friend found a kitten abandoned in a bush. It must have only been a week old, and was skinny, hungry and suffering. Spain isnt a nice place for cats really. Most spanish people arent fond of them, and would rather keep dogs. Theres no society here anything as big as the RSPCA, and any kennels to take unwanted animals are always full, and are constantly sacrificing unwanted cats. So what was she to do? Just leave a kitten slowly starving to death in a bush. The thing was so young it coulnt even see properly, nevermind catch any prey and survive. So she took the cat and went round the area knocking on doors to see if anyone wanted it. If they didnt, then she was going to drown it. She couldnt do it, so ended up keeping and raising the cat herself.. She now has 4 cats running around her place!! Now 'it' has a name.. Sassy.