Quote:
“Dear mr m,
Long time no see. You look well. The years have been kind.
Best wishes
John
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My poems aren't really poems, they are songs. They might suffer from insufficient flow when reading them, but believe me when I say that with the beautiful melody of a guitar behind them, they flow very well.
I want the world to know that they exist, that my muse inspired their birth, and that love created their words. You know who you are and I love you. x
You Are Worth Saving
I wonder what you’re doing tonight
Are you thinking of me holding you tight?
Thinking of how we used to be?
Do you ever take the time to think of me?
I wonder what you’re doing today
Living life so many miles away
Does my face ever cross your mind?
Or has your heartbreak burned your memory blind?
I’m sorry for the things that I said
And I’m sorry for the words that you read
I’m so sorry for the pain you’ve been through
I’m sorry that I doubted my faith in you
I’m sorry for the tears that you’ve cried
Fighting demons deep down on the inside
I’m so sorry that I set them all free
Mental demons are the ones I just didn’t see
I wonder if you’re reading this line
Words are cheap but all of these words are mine
Right now they’re all I can offer to you
But they come with a heart that’s forever true
I wonder if you’re feeling the same
All you have to do is call out my name
Let our spirits satisfy their spiritual craving
Hear my voice, sweet one, “You are worth saving”
I’m sorry that it’s taken this long
For me to realise that I was so wrong
I’m so sorry for the hell you’ve been through
I’m sorry for all the things I did not do
I’m sorry if my words broke your heart
I couldn’t stand being so far apart
I’m so sorry that I gave up on you
I didn’t see everything from your point of view
I wonder if this is our final goodbye
I’d rather it wasn’t, but I can’t force you to try
I understand your reasons, I won’t put up a fight
But I’ll always be there for you, somewhere in the night
I loved you. I still love you. I will always love you.
Goodbye cruel world, it is my time to go
For it is I who is not worth saving