i am my hair

Have an amazing time, looks like me and the Boyfriend will have to keep the thread lively over the next few days.

xx

Have a great time!

Is that from Lady Gaga's song Hair? I think it's an amazing song, I didn't really like her - had only heard Pokerface and thought it was rubbish - but she sang that song on Paul O'Grady and I really liked it.

What've we all been up to then? I've spent the day watching the US version of Queer as Folk, it's actually very good. I'm just going on to episode 5 and I already love Justin and Brian!

I spent my coming out period watching Queer as Folk and gay movies... (not porn) and Queer as Folk is genius, I still have series 4/5 to get through yet but Justin and Brian are a genius 'couple' you might cry at the series I ending.

ARGGH men! No, scratch that, just people in general, friends, work colleagues, any other human being. Grrr! My head is such a mess at the moment!!

What's up babe? tell me about it...

Well today was a mixed bag, Sexy Geek was at the same sweetie party as me, turns out Mr Nice Guy doesn't like me very much lol, apparenlty I've changed for the worse because of who I hang around with and also claimed my attitude is S**t, one part of me was sad that he thought I was so different because he's the nicest guy you could meet and it's a bit crap when it turns out they don't actually like you

But on the other hand I really bit my tongue, I felt like firing back but then I'd prove him right. I felt like saying "look Im still the same person just Im not as timid as I used to be!", at the end of the day apart from drinking, smoking and taking some party starters I haven't changed, Im not nasty, not violent, what the problem Would he rather me being timid and miserable?

Anyway he can f**k right off, there's plenty of fish in the sea

Soz babe was so meaning to chat to you tonight but I was in my own little metaphorical bubble

Not to sound totally depressing, it seems like everyone in here has people problems tonight xD

I hope you both find someone soon BB and Lettuce

Dunno about him, but I think you're great as you are .

Cakey!

How are you? xD

Better for seeing you.

Hows it going?

Im fine, it only bothered me for a moment when he told me the things he did, I was left shocked like "WTF? do people really see me the way he described?" I'd hate to think people think of me that way, that's all

Aww thanks you too

That's the thing though, we're all just misunderstood and just too perfect

I'm not perfect. In fact, I have a confession. Okay, like, I haven't told anyone this, and I suppose it won't be a surprise to anyone but err.....


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Not too bad minus the friend I ranted about a few months ago I'm not sure if I should ask him to come out on my birthday xD (I know it's a month away but it's the week I come back from holiday. So thinking ahead...) He's being weird still. Won't really speak to me properly unless he needs to ask me something. But besides from that finished work and about to read xD

How was your day?


Ahh right... Did you know him well? I've clearly missed the start of this story...

Screw it, ask him, life's too short to hold grudges.

My day was okay, better than it has been recently.

I taught my niece to hi-five lol, I'm such a geek.

Where did we go wrong

Lol, it's a pretty catchy song though ...right? Plus it proves computers can sing.

Soon we will have singing robots. I want one.

Sort of, when I was in 1st year in School they had this stupid group thing and stuck us in groups (like selcted pupils from each year and there were 3 seperated group with 1 pupil from each year to the group) and he happened to be in miine and we chatted for a while and we were fairly friendly to eafhother if we passed in the halls, but a few weeks back was the first time I saw him and only a few days ago I knew he was atleast bi, not sure if he's 100% gay but I only found out because my mate told me she dildo f****d him (awkwardly confirmed by him ) and that's how I knew.

We were in the same room (amongst the sweetie poppers lol) and I tried talking to him and all I got were 1 word answers from him so I asked what's the problem, that's when he started saying all those things while Im sitting there with a face like this -

I kept trying to say I haven't changed but he was insistant I had and I just gave up with him in the end :yawn:

I'm listening to Selena Gomez and the scene now, Love you like a love song !

We'll get you sorted ok Crimbo? The nice doctor will fix your ilness

Mean!

Not mean just concerned for your well-being

Lol!

I'll let you off then.