Well it's almost here.
A year ago tomorrow two beautiful, sensitive, stubborn, humorous, adoring, memorable, compelling and complex individuals walked onto our tv screens and changed our lives.
I'll never forget their entrance, Josie Jo getting jiggy with the music, couldn't quite believe she'd been picked to go into the BB house, completely overwhelmed as she got to the top of the steps looking down into the BB house interior, and the most forthright Englishman who'd been born in Australia, travelled thousands of miles, and so full of gratitude to be one of the chosen few, seen thanking everyone for giving him this chance. Two attractive individuals!
Their first meeting inside the house, Josie immediately looking and saying to John 'oooh you're a bit handsome aren't you' (John you owe Josie some Nike ID's, £1000 and acknowledgement that in this instance she was indeed right).
The connection that followed was not, in my eyes, a slow burner, it was instant! The attraction they felt for each other equally was there for all to see, if you didn't then to be fair you must have rocks in your head. Wherever Josie went, John would follow. They had their ups and downs in the house, they cared deeply for each other, they spilled their inner most feelings to each other and indeed they fell deeply in love with each other. They both realised they were on a reality tv show, locked in an environment with several other peeps, they pondered whether their feelings were that of BB eyes, the viewer knew they weren't, saw what they had was real, but they were open and honest to each other. The day came when they were forced apart, John was evicted. It was then they realised what they felt for each other was indeed the real deal.
They have both shared with us so much of their lives, more than any other peeps within the 'public eye'. Tomorrow will be a highly emotionally charged day for them both..... and for all the peeps that have followed and supported them over the past year. I hope they both remember the really good times, of which there were so so so many, I hope also they make contact.... I do honestly think they will... whether it is tomorrow is down to them, I think John is the one who needs to step up.
The love they shared with one another was special, it was a love that most peeps never find in their lifetimes.... I hope they really think deeply before letting go and walking away from each other. For me the signs are there, it's written in stone, all indications prove to me know one out of our special two has walked away. Not even a little bit of a chance.
Tomorrow will be one of those hard days for me, deeply emotional, so many happy memories. The best BB EVER thanks to two special magnetic peeps. For that I thank them. Communication will come. Keep the faith. Just one more thing.....
White Lillies
Wendy x