I'm very grumpy. What with everything that was going on last year, I did next to no work really, and I'm trying to put it right this year. But I'm spending a disproportionate amount of time dealing with my mum. I'm either on the phone talking to someone about her, or in meetings to do with her, or emailing people, or dashing over to deal with whatever crisis she's managed to create that day... It's endless, and I can't impose a timetable of my own making on it so it's a constant intrusion and every time the phone rings now I think oh f*ck, now what, and even if it's nothing, or nothing too terrible, it's hard to switch back to *work mode* or *relaxed mode*.
I'd love to say sod it, but the guilt monster won't let me.
And it's not that I need to be thanked, but not being verbally abused on a regular basis would be nice.
I hate dementia with a passion.