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Ten bob = 50 pence. We still have a deal? [/QUOTE]

OOOH CHEEKY... go on then

It wasn't random, it's your decisions at the end of the day and you should do what you feel is best for YOU... it must have been hard to admit, but you have done so...

We will support you all the way Sammy, xx

Have you got a close friend you can talk to?

I am that old I know what old money means

Ten bob a month will do me nicely though

Thank you for understanding I knew you would. x


Nobody who's close enough to be quite honest. x

Nobody who's close enough to be quite honest. x[/quote]

I have spoken to the Samaritans lots of times. Maybe you could give them a call? They aren't just about suicide threats. They have really helped me in the past. Sorry, I don't know what else to suggest. Wish I could help though Have a (((((((((((())))))))) anyway xxx

Me too! Though I really like Jamie Can't stand Frankie though
Yeah I'm pretty sure he is

Yeah, there was a few I was like WTF I really think that Jade should've went through ahead of Janet (who just reminds me of Diana Vickers mk2)! Or if they really wanted Janet, then they should've made sure Jade was in the top 4 too Not quite sure what to think of all the chopping and changing with groups either What's the actual point of original groups auditioning when 3/4 groups through to lives are manufactured I really liked The Keys so was kinda annoyed Charlie got put in with some of The Risk! And I can't stand Frankie or Kitty....I think they're going to be the ones I view as the Cher/Katie of this year
I probably wouldn't be any good for advice etc, but if you ever just want to chat or need someone to just listen and lend an ear, you're more than welcome to get in touch Sammy and I'll quite happily listen It's a very brave decision and you know that we will all support you in here as much as we can and all the way. I sincerely hope that everything works out for you and that you feel happy with whatever decisions you make *hugs* xx

P.s - Once mongo's back from holiday, I'm sure he'd be more than happy to chat with you and stuff as he's a lovely guy (not sure whether you've spoken to him much or not)

Thanks GemGem, you guys are really sweet.

I've never actually spoken to Mongo that much but he seems like a pretty nice guy judging from the posts that I've seen from him. What's this I hear about him being transgender? That's news to me.

Unexpected? Not so much dear.

Still got the frilly underwear?

They both have fairly generic accents really so it could be anywhere but since they weren't overly strong I'd guess South Liverpool.

And yes, we Scousers are naturally talented

Aww Sammy
You should defo talk to Mongo. I'm sure he'll have loads of great advice.

I knew you saw it coming! And yes also have a bra.


Thank you Pablo! xx

No worries Sammy

Yeah, he's f2m and he's a lovely guy who I'm sure would be more than happy to offer advice etc for you
Oooh I needs to take me a trip to Southern Liverpool then

Haha, must admit that the guys category certainly showed you Scousers definitely have talent

And the legs to work a dress, I'm so jealous.

It's not fair cause girls have better clothes!

Why thank you!

You coming on MSN then Cakey?

The guinea pigs are going crazy! Running around and jumping up and down, even banging themselves on the cage! I think its a sugar high... or they could be fighting I suppose...

Ok, apparently the pigs were doing something called 'popcorning'... It means they were very happy... Of what I'm nt sure of... I really want to build a larger cage/run for them xD

11 should be the new 9... Super tired :sleep:

I did spot a few nice guys earlier aswell, so the day hasn't been a complete waste.

thatll be me

yup

hey NFD, its a good hard first step to admit it even to yourself so congrats, if you want to talk you can pm me or we can do it in here but i will say that best thing you can do right now is go to the drs for counselling, you dont have to tell the dr why and they still should refer you if you dont feel comfortable enough discussing it with them yet. once you see them then they will help you work through everything in your mind so you are clear what you need/want.
you take care

oh and i got back from my hols last week (bloody lovely they were too) i just made a pact for the lad not to be on the net to much and he wouldnt play xbox and that to much either coz what with us both doing full time jobs and me getting my own business up and running we are only really seeing each other for shags, which is apparently not a good thing
so im not going to be on nearly as much, no more wee small hours for mongo!
hope everyones well.

Hey Mongo thank you so much for your advise, I'll definately take that on board. xx

I went into town today and bought myself a wig made from genuine human hair which cost me only £34, it's long black and curly and suits me a treat. I then went into Primark and bought a pink top and a short black and white skirt aswell as a hair band with a fake flower attached before heading into Boots top get some make-up. All those things I listed I'm wearing right now and I even put on my bra which I already had and stuffed it with rolled up socks.

I may not look 100% convincing yet, probably because I've only just started but I'm getting there.

Sounds erm interesting We just got a larger run thing for my friends guinea pig/hamster (can't remember what he is now ) and the little bugger's become the Houdini of the pet world!
Pleased you had a good time out there mongo Haha hope the pact goes well

Congrats on getting your own business up and running too btw *pops open the champers/beer/drinks for mongo* Hope it all goes well for you!

Im probably one of the few that didn't see this coming

I was going to say something last night but my connection was wishy-washy lol

But seriously you only live once and if that's what you want, go for it, and if they don't like it, f**k em

Aye. Marcus is adorable... I want him to do REALLY well on the show, I'm basically watching to perve on him and The Risk...

Just found out that someone I went to school with is preggers and the father's like just turned 18 I really do feel sorry for them being so young, but moreso the kid as the father's a total ned and she doesn't speak to her family and stuff so god knows what they're gonna do as it's not like either of them have a full time job and stuff to get money


I'm hopeful that Jamie and Marcus go to the finals (and preferably Frankie out in the first elimination along with Kitty ) And can deffo see why you'd wanna perv on The Risk! Charlie in particular

You think that's bad, a friend of a friend at my school jsut turned 15 and she's expecting a wean in January!

Im gutted that Jade never went through yesterday

Yeah, my friends are raving about Nu Vibe, they can **** off although Stefan... YUMMY. The Risk though... can they get half naked instead of sing, I'd vote... yeah I really want James and Marcus to do well, I'm even keen on voting this year...

Yeah... they basically run very fast and jump a lot... They are doing it just now as a matter of fact... I don't get why their doing it in the house though... They keep hitting their heads... Maybe they are fighting for the predominant male?


I didn't like half the groups last night 2 Shoes! The guy from Girl vs Boy (or something like that) was cute...