I'm OK at the moment for me anyway .......just need to master the sleeping ........easier said than done ......other than that no complaints worth fretting over healthwise.

Enjoy your little sweetheart ........

Thanks annette, night night, talk soon. maggi x

Just got back in. Had the best time everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr and i'm an iccle bit peeeee eyeed it has to be said but I have to say I love my boy soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. And Josie's tweet what's up with her, she knows what she wants so she needs to go for it end of.............. For cryin out loud you want, you have the phone number so let that person know, life is so so so sosososososo short. Go tell them. I feel an iccle bit yuk but good times

Wendi's a little bit pickled....... Glad you had a great time tonight with all your family .

Night night Wends..... :sleep:

ps where is Pickles btw? Hope you're ok Mrs.P . confused:

Nobody here then? I'm an iccle bit squiffy it has to be said. So maybe I need to go to bedfordshire. But before I do I have to say...............

Love Josie - but get your act together or it'll be gone forever... from the voice of reason. Does it hurt to speak the words you want to?
Love John James - please John you know what you want don't lose it. Love you like a son.
Love JJJAT - forever
Total respect for Helena
Total respect for Auntie Kay

Squiffy Wendy xxx

im sorry wendy i love u but had 2 do that tweet now im of hear aswell got no possetivpolly left miss u all

I've let the side down Joycey. It has to be said. I lurveeeee my boy soooo much. He's married now did you know? I've had about 5 wines tooooooo many. What's up with old Josie? She needs to back down big time, she knows what she seriously wants?

Debs take no notice of Josie, she needs a right kick up the a**e. Give her five minutes with me thats all I ask. Life is far tooooo short - I think she tweets bravado, she shouldn't have tweeted that. I know Luke from somewhere and to me, he aint no plumber, one day it will come to me Apologies, I'm a bit squiffy and don't realise what I'm typing but my subconcience does. Sorry DS, love you.... My boy got married and had his wedding receptuon (UK) tonight.

Hello Wendy, good to see you....sounds like you had a great time, good party. Hope you don't feel tooooo yuk.

I agree life is short, people shouldn't let pride get in the way of going after what they want or telling someone how they feel before it is too late.

love u wendy u must be sooo proud of him bigg huggs 2 u if the decks ar a bad reminder of john y wear his ring cant do it no more but im glad u had a good time i bet u cryed a bit i cant wait 2 see that happen with my kids xx

Hello Joyce, I said goodnight to you hours ago, I believe.

Hope you aren't having trouble sleeping again.

Wendy, sweets, I love ya and I know you've had a lot to drink and Josie moving on makes you sad, but I'm unsure about where this upset at Josie is coming from?

John sold a story to a mag weeks after he promised her he was coming back. In the article he said he was over her and had moved on. While people may not have believed that, he said that...she obviously wasn't his "girlfriend" but he said he was over her. He never denied that. John moved on long ago.

Now six months later Josie tweets that she's extremely relieved to get rid of the decks which must have been a constant reminder of John and everything that happened. Who knows why she tweeted it, but it looks like a weight was lifted from her by doing this. Like 4.5 months after John sold the story on him moving on and being over her.

She's just tweeted the guy she posted the pic of looking like JJ is a friend of Luke's. How nice for Josie that she's out with her new guy and his friends, the kind of stuff she wanted to do with John. That didn't work out, but now she's getting what she wants. There's nothing wrong with that. Especially 6 months after the break up.

I don't mind the people hoping for a reunion here, but when the piss is taken out of Luke because people don't think it's real? That's not nice.

And if people are going to post crap about Josie here for being happy in a new relationship when John moved on 4.5 months ago? My opinion is that's wrong. Josie has done nothing wrong. She is happy moving on with her life. She's done nothing wrong. AT ALL.

100% Barbara. Sorry but I've had toooooo many wines tonight. But when you see my son soooooooooooooooooo happy, so in love and content you realise just what is out there. I think it is soooooooooooooooooo silly that John and Josie are giving up so much over something that is sooooooooooooooo petty. Get with it John and Josie, stop playing silly games, life is toooooooooooooo short and say what you feel to each other. You have sooo much to give to one another. Get with it guys, I love you both. Just get in contact and express your feelings. The worst thing to happen in one of you say no, but you know you wont. Love them both equally forever.

cant u leve wendy alone she been out for her son wedding had a couppel 2 menny and had a bit of a rant iv never heard wendy say a bad word about josie so dont u think u sould just leve it

I agree! Well put ferfs!

Luke may or may not be the one for josie absolutely no one knows what is meant to be! If they did Life would be no fun!

I trust that josie will do what is best for her! And I am sure John will do the same!

Whatever is meant to be will be, right now Josie is just a girl living her life, who met a new guy and is enjoying life! And I for one am very happy for her!

Sorry Ferfs, I've had a few, but I love them both equally. Things Josies has done, the jewelry etc, has told me she hasn't move on and I can't help it but I love them equally. I just dont want them to waste their lives. Sorry I've had a few, the best time ever. My son - so proud. I know whats there just dont want to see it wasted. Goshhhh I'm embarrassing. Sorry

wendy dont be embarrassd u don nothing rong it ur apinyon like thay got theres

I know you love them both Wendy and I'm sure seeing your son and his wife so happy has made you a bit sad for what we thought JJJ would get to, and that's okay.

But after seeing Josie heartbroken after the breakup, I'm not going to deny Josie the happiness she's now enjoying. Who knows what will happen, but everyone deals with things differently and Josie is truly one of a kind. Things may not mean to her what they would mean to us.

Glad you had a blast with your family tonight. Enjoy that and think about that as you drift off to sleep tonight

I'm soooo sorry, I'll be ok tomorrow. Too many wines. Golly gosh what a night, love my boy soooo much He is sooo like John it's unbelievable. I wish I'd come back on sober. My friend who had the heart double byepass was ill tonight, Specialist Monday, puts things into perspective. I soooo love both Josie and John. I need to step back

I know what you're saying Lainey but I still love them both and see what they are throwing away. I need to go to bed and sober up

I know ya do! There is never a doubt in my mind that you love them both wendy Xxxx

Glad you had a great day with your son! Take care of yourself and have the painkillers handy lovely xxxx

Wendy, I have no doubt that you love them both equally and want the best for them.
I respect your opinion that you feel they might be playing a silly game or holding back on expressing their real feelings. I think your beliefs come from a place of love for both of them.
You could be right.

I have absolutely no idea what they want in their heart-of-hearts.
Maybe they are exactly where they want to be right now.
Maybe they wish they could go back and try again, but don't believe the other would.
Maybe they are waiting for the other to make a move.
Maybe they have accepted what is and are just moving on despite their feelings.
Maybe they are over the moon about the relationships they are in now.

I have absolutely no idea. I hope they are happy or find happiness soon, whatever that means to them. It's not up to me to say what that looks like or doesn't look like.

No one should let pride or hurt get in the way of telling someone they love them.....before it is too late.....Something we should all live by.

Shouldn't have come on tonight as I'm an iccle bit squifffy but hey ho

I love you blimmin lot more that you'll ever know.

Love Josie
Love John James
Love JJJat sooooo much
Total respect for Helena
Total respect for Auntie Kay

Time for Bedfordshire - hangover in the morning for the Wend - loves everyone - xxxxxxxx Night Night xxx

Night Wendy. Did you take some aspirin? Or whatever you call it there? And drink a glass of water? Please do!

See you tomorrow

Thanks Ferfs will drink water. Alergic to asprin Don't you worry will be back to myself in the morning or maybe the afternoon . Loves you all