Originally Posted by mb35:
“awww, wendy, i was just reading your other post about your visit from your mum...i believe you cause you believe it...like a certain song playing, a dream,feeling them near you...anything that helps me get through the day...they are all visits from your loved one, just to let you know they are near..
like you, my dad died in june 2003. he was diagnosed on the 1st of may with C, and passed away on the 4th of june...its ^^^^ isnt it... i miss him every day . and ever since that day in june, i have roll-reversed with my mum. i worry constantly that i will lose her.. i know i will someday, but hopefuly not for a very long time...there is never enough time is there? xxx
lots of love
kala”
I've never believed in the afterlife or psychic readings etc. Until that day. It did happen Kala, at the time I was spooked out by it, but then as I sat and talked about it I realised and so did GD and Sis that it could well have been mum letting me know she's returned home.
After mum passed, I would sit outside having a ciggie and think of something that happened earlier and think I must go and tell mum - then tears would well up and begin streaming down my face as I realised I couldn't, she was no longer across the road. For 3 months I put on a brave face, people would come up to me and ask how GD was, and I was fine when I answered them. Sometime between the 3rd and 4th month after mums passing, I had not one but 2 people ask - not how GD was, but how I was after losing mum. I just broke down each time, that was the first time I had been asked and the second time, all in the same day. There's not a day goes by that I don't think about her, I still feel pain that she's not here anymore, the situation hasn't got easier as time has passed by, but it's become more manageable. I do miss her