I'm just going to type out my randomness here and apologise for doing so. I'm trying to get my head around it all. Trying to get my head around John's reactions in his tweeting fest indirectly worded towards Josie, especially when a friend of his tweets out 'feed the pony' a line from a programme that both John and Josie are fans.
You know from that tweet IF we read between the lines, is it indirectly telling us that John now needs to lift his head, remove his true feelings towards Josie and start looking at other women?
I do wonder if the content of Josies 'contact' with John has been 'me me me' based. You know, asking him to tweet out something that will remove the hate from her timeline. Fair do's some might say but if we look at it from John's point of view he has had his fair share of hate tweeted to him, in fact he's been the target of some rather nasty threatening tweets from men including the latest who chipped into the conversation with Mario regarding John - RockingRobinBox - who it transpires is someone who has met and is in communicardo with Josie. Is John actually thinking that as far as Josie is concerned it's her side she wants help with but as far as feelings towards John are concerned nothing has been mentioned only assistance in asking his fans to back off.. For almost a year Josie has been telling us that John was the opposite of what she led us to believe whilst they were together. Is it that all this time all that John has been waiting for is for Josie to actually speak in public of her love for John, what a beautiful relationship they had, he meant the world to her, he cared for her deeply, was only in the UK for Josie, she misses him deeply and if only she could have her time over again she would, and indeed in private with John to say the same. To actually declare both publicly and privately that she would give it all up to be with the love of her life, mag, tv, etc money is worthless without the one true love. Whereas all he reads and watches is negativity towards him publicly. We don't know whether John is indeed doing the same as he is the International Man of Mystery. Perhaps all the above would have been all it needed, to soften John's resolve, to melt his heart, to bring him back to her. Don't get me wrong they both give it, not just one of them. BOTH.
I guess what I'm talking about is insecurities on both sides. John imo never believed Josie truly loved him and on her part Josie never truly believed John loved her. They did, deeply. Josie had the power to devastate John and she did.
Sorry this isn't supposed to be a one sided post, I'm just trying to work out some of the rumblings I have in my soul at the moment. I could be completely wrong but if I consistently felt someone was mentioning me in a mag week in week out in the manner Josie has then I feel sure I would feel the same as John. However all mentions mean the person has no way moved on imo.
Perhaps John feels that Josie is all take and no give, perhaps Josie believes John hates her because of his twitter ramblings. Fine line between love and hate imo.
Just my randomness, hope I don't upset anyone with this post as I never meant to. Just trying to work this pesky pair out.