*resists urge to not reply*

It amazes me that it happens on a board this big. Surely someone could chime in from time to time.

Don't worry Ludwig, I get ignored quite a lot too, unless it's in the BB forums and some Housemates fan(s) have a go at me for slagging their favourite.

I sometimes get nice replies but not that often.

I've decided to meet my ex, but it's gonna be in public. I'm pretty much preparing for the worst, I've seem the pics of how quick meth can age you, and no way will he look the same. I just want to get somewhere with him and hopefully have the talk we never had when we were together. Some of m friends warned me against it but I need to do it.

You'd think so. Actually, I often fall asleep...out of sheer exhaustion, more than anything...


You gotta do what you got to do. No-one can live your life for you. Good luck with it, hope you get what you want/need out of it.

Thanks. It won't be a fun little stroll down memory lane but I sort of want to confront him for the things he's did to me and the psychological bruising he's caused but at the same time I want him to get his own life sorted, I want him to lead a happy, normal life someday.

Sorry, I always meant to reply to this, but I fell asleep.

I get you want to do right by him, but you have to do right by you too dear.

There's got to be a middle ground where you can both get what you need. I'm sure you'll figure it out.

Thanks (joking, I know you were probably tired) at the end of the day it is about me, like I'm going for answers but at the same time I always believe that some people get motivation from the smallest things, and I think if me/him part on a positive note then maybe he'll have some motivation to do something other than look for the next meth hit

Just posting to stop us from getting page 2'ed

I'm feeling a bit meh today, dunno if it's cause it's Remembrance Sunday, I always get a bit contemplative on Remembrance Sunday..

Off out to Lunch though, so maybe that'll cheer me up.

Been up to much? x

I'm still in Edinburgh, saw David yesterday, I'll spare you all the details but it went smoothly for a while until he realised he wasn't getting everything his own way. I ended up leaving the park covered in frosty jacks cider

Edinburgh is gorgeous I love it there so much!

You should have covered him instead.

I didn't have any drink on me at that point, we'd just had a heated row then as I'm walking away he just threw it all over me!

Some dickie drunk lads pointed and laughed, I looked a bit like the judderman when I got back to the house with my hair all over the place

Oh and yes Edinburgh is a beautiful city, tis hard to decide where I like better, the Burgh or Glasgow

Oh dear, moisture is not good for the hair. I hate the rain if I'm outside, I mean, I like it and all, but I hate getting my hair wet.

My hair's always a mess.

As in you keep a messy look, or it's just messy? That latter is just lazy Mark..

I actually think I look better all wet than when I'm not, my eyes seems to sparkle nicely and I think my hair goes a tad darker, I look gorge in the rain if I'm honest

Although cheap cider in my hair isn't a nice look!

@Mark is your hair a bit like this:

http://t0.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:A...DibzekiragGX5w

Cheap cider is just plain wrong anyway.

True

I'm listening to District3 on YouTube, have developed a bit of a soft spot for them lately.

Sorry to hear about your cheap cider incident Jack! Do you feel better for having met up now though?

How is everyone?

I watched Despicable Me on the train back from Worcester last night and the ending made me well up. I swear I'm turning gayer and gayer with time...

Lol, was that even possible ?

It is a pretty amazing film though.

Can't say I'm any better either I was blubbering last night to a cover of fools by Harry Seaton!

No, it's not really possible actually is it?

Haha, I'm sure I've got more emotional than I used to be about stuff in the past year or so!

Aww bless ya. It's probably the whole being in love thing.

I am so tired, I was up at 6 to take my uncle to the Royal Free in London, just got back about 1/2 hour ago, had a cup of tea and some coco pops and now I have to go work 13-22!

Despicable Me is a nice film. I have a minion poster thing on my wall I took from the cinema.

Haha, I to think I've got less robotic since coming to uni - I think its a universal thing.

Ugh I need to get out of this forsaken s**thole soon, and move somewhere more forward thinking and not still living in the 1980's.

Some people would be better off dead quite frankly.