Hello! Long time no talk. It's been a weird four months since the start of the year and I kept meaning to come on this but never did. Basically in January my Gran died which prompted me coming out to a whole lot of people. My favourite moment being during RE - I go to a very conservative Catholic school - when we had to tell the class our Hollywood crushes. I said Ryan Reynolds and haven't looked back since. Then I came out to my parents and that was worrying but they were actually very supportive. I joined an Am Dram group and they really helped me feel good about my sexuality. I haven't met anyone yet but I'm not really looking yet and am hoping that it might become a little easier when I go to Uni.

@BBworldwidefan - I hope it all works out for you! It's shitty when you feel messed about :/

Oh I will, I get some closure over posting my life story on the internet, it's like friendly therapy. Damn right 'll be broadcasting to DS what that chien-haired, cretinous tw*t says (I'm not usually this nasty about or to him but I reserve the right to diss him right now!)

I'm sorry about your gran Daz.

I'm glad things are working out well for you though!

Sorry to hear D is being a prick Jack Hope you're able to sort things out
I may just have to adopt this mentality and 'fake it till I make it' then
Ahh sorry to hear you feel uncomfortable about it. I'm kind of in the opposite situation to you in that I've mainly been straight clubs and rarely been to the gay ones (and when I did, strangely I felt a little uncomfortable with it being my first time there ). I don't really have any practical advice as such, but I've found that when I've been in good company with friends etc, it didn't really matter about others in the club as I was still able to be myself with my friends and have a great night.

Are your worried over not being able to be yourself because it's a straight club you'll be in and you have concerns over people you don't know in there, or because the straight club means there'll be more straight people attending the night out for your friends birthday and that means you can't be yourself?

Sorry to hear about your Gran, Daz

Pleased that things have worked out for you though and you're feeling good about things now You'll have a great time at Uni whenever it is you go!

Daz, it's nice to see you back, I've missed you hehe, sorry to hear about your gran , that must have been awful for you.

But onwards and upwards now with you coming out, thinks are only going to get better for you now, it's like a huge weight lifted, isn't it? <3


Cretinous ****, always used to love calling people that xD. <3. You do have a reason to be a **** about him, what he did was awful, but yeah, try and work things out with him.

Heya Darren, thought I hadn't seen you around in a while! Still into Randy Orton?

Sorry to hear about your nan, but I'm glad to see you're starting to be happier.


It's mostly to do with the club itself. I feel like I wouldn't even be able to order what I normally drink, and subtle things like that. Not even sure how I'll feel about dancing..because I can be a little camp.

I've had some bad experiences in straight places because I don't usually hide who I am, but as it's a friends birthday I don't want to cause drama.

Thanks guys - it's horrible but just one of those things, I guess. Coming out is great, I've also only had a few bad experiences and it does become easier over time, I think.

aww, sorry - I must have missed your post! Yeah, I'm not that into wrestling any more but like taking a casual look for the bodies. Have a little thing for Barett now but Orton's still looking good The Voice has provided quite a few hotties to look at over the past few weeks!

I'm running really late, bye guys x

You been watching The Voice as well?

Who are you liking?

N'aww at you not being into wrestling as much.

Max, Tyler James and David though I'm really upset about John James not getting through. How about you?

I know, I just fell away from it. I still watched WM as per usual but now I usually check the website instead of watching Raw weekly.

I really like Adam Isaac and Vince Kidd, but I like the three you mentioned as well a lot, there is only a couple I don't actually like. =)

Yeah. I can't say I've been overly into it recently, I think I just watch it now for the sake of watching and it being so close to be for the past 14 years

Ahh I get what you mean! I'm not really sure what your usual drink is, but try not feel too self conscious and just order what you usually would. I've been told I order 'girly' drinks when I'm out and had many dodgy looks from the bar people (most likely because some of my female friends order more 'manly' drinks than me ) but I just kinda shrug it off and laugh about it with my friends! Can't really comment re: dancing as I only usually partake in this when moderately drunk and therefore don't care what others think of me but if you're with friends who've seen your dancing before just go for it

Aww that's horrible stupid people making a fuss over nothing!! Well I hope if you end up going, that no one gives you any hassle

I'm having a wrestling recovery atm, at one point I wanted to be one!

Now I only really watch AAA/CMLL matches and even right now I'm only watching matches involving the women, midgets and exoticos

The 12 person cage match at Rey De Reyes was great, I think I'll watch the full PPV at some point.

TNA is dreadful, pushing the same washed up old has beens and WWPGE is garbage too

I'd be self concious to drink the things I'd normally drink too, I see what Jase means. I usually get a bit drunked before I leave to make sure I'm not on edge, that's a good way to have a good night don't you think?

What do you normally drink? Pink gay juice?

I'm like Gaz, I actually feel more uncomfortable in gay clubs than "straight" clubs.

I get a bit embarrassed about what I drink as well but after the first one I tend to no longer give a f**k. I've only been to straight clubs so far in my life!

What is this pink gay juice you speak of?

Just a question to anyone who has been/is at college and/or university, did you join the LGBT society? I'm thinking about doing it when I go but at the same time, I'm not sure that I'll fit in.

Only takes one drink to bring out Merry Adam anyways

BIB - this will change when you come visit me next


Something with strawberries I think.



... although I bet your filthy mind was thinking of other things - in which case, pink would indicate that it's time to see a doctor


I didn't. I kind of regret it really. But Nottingham's gay scene consists of two clubs so I ended up meeting most of them anyway lol.

Nah, I never joined it.

Only because and I know it probably comes across as patronising/shallow or rude etc etc.

But I don't want to be just noticed because of my sexuality, I never want to have being gay as my USP in life, I don't want to be branded of my sexuality. When I came out it was because it had to be done and I couldn't live with it being a secret, but now I am out I want to be known for being me. xD

Why do you and Jase say I have a dirty mind.

I don't, I don't -I do-

I know what your mean and this plays on my mind alot. My problem is that because I can never tell if someone is gay and that people don't know I'm gay - I never meet gay people. I'd quite like a few so that I can know a few people of the same sexuality in real life so I'm a bit conflicted over it.

I agree with this, people who define themselves on their sexuality usually do so because they're pretty dull people in general

Good start to The Voice

Sam was really good! It's quite a good first show - can't wait to see Tyler James. Helps that he's quite hot !