To be honest, when I'm at Uni I drink so much that when I'm home, I get so tired.

I later got emotional claiming no one understood my creativity (which they don't- people mistake my humour for being mean to them which it's not. I just have a ridiculously sick sense of humour.)

If just one of my scripts got picked up I'd be deliriously happy. The fact I wrote most whilst either exhausted or whilst drinking/ recovering from red wine doesn't help.

I have a high opinion of my own opinion, ateotd.


The sooner I can emigrate the better! I'm just too damn creative, intelligent and fragile for this life!

To be perfectly honest, if you and I were put in the same room with each other I think there would be an awkward silence every 2 minutes.

Maybe we should have a go at 'Dating In The Dark'.

When you are referred to as the "moderator" at a party you're past it mate

I think possibly yes, although I have no interest in doing anything so tawdry.

I don't do awkward silences though- I drink a lot and then proceed to talk about things at great length whether people care or not.

I don't do ordinary. Never have, never will.

I'd also probably throw the race card down if I got personally offended.

We are 20 years of age with a bunch of 15/ 16 year olds.

It's either innapropriately friendly older person or moderator. Let's be frank here.

I think I'm quite possibly on the edge of some kind of breakdown in my confidence so let's just leave it before I really go off into some fairytale planet of my own creation.

Also, I have way too much personality for awkward silences.

I'm the most fascinating person I know.

I can see where the English teacher vibe comes from.

I suppose we could go out for a pizza.

Pizza in this country is shite!

I try and move away from negativity. I'm so converting to Buddhism or something.

DELETED- As my own "Talking Bollocks" filter almost exploded.

Negativity makes me sad. Being patronised makes me sadder!


Today is so tragical- that's a picture of Magic and Tragical. I should be a philosopher or something.

Where you you take me out for diner then, you seem like a tapas kind of guy.

Haha I'm a vegetarian (gosh, I'm such a happy individual!)

When I was wining and dining the current 21stCenturyGirl I actually took her to an Arabic fusion restaurant, because they actually have the best food standards when it comes to dealing with animal bodies.

Does this count as a rant? I've never had a late night internet rant tonight. Don't know what's got into me today- I'm feeling quite feisty. I'll just listen to The Cure and sob into my pillow to work through this.

I don't know what exactly we're talking about, my stomach is growling and I'm assuming you're drunk.

Have a vegan friendly snack.

If the world had one Meat Free Day a week we'd be in a lot better state, environmentally.

Also, as a general note can I just say how absolutely hideous the weather has been this year.

I'm going to become a sunbird as soon as I can afford it and just follow the hot weather around the globe. I could quite happily be somewhere in the Middle East sunbathing/ exposing a corrupt government as some kind of jetsetting, trendsetting journalist now.

Yeah, you're drunk.

I think we have a romance blossoming here

I wonder if 21CB remembers last night.

In other news, my exams are finally over! Exactly 24 hours of them in a week.

Just what I was thinking . Bet it moved onto private messaged after that

Had the strangest nights sleep last night. I normally sleep for about 5 hours, during that time I am awoken by people going to work and dogs barking about 10 times.

But last night I slept for a whole 12 hours and didn't get woken up. I have never had so many dreams tho especially what I can remember.

1) I was in Manchester and all this bombing and gunfire started. When we tried to run away all the streets were blocked off. Eventually me and one other friend got home (the others didn't make it lol). It was all peaceful and calm then I heard someone in the house...then it ended.
2) Another dream I woke up and it was 8pm and I was meant to start work at 5pm. Can remember getting all emotional with the excuse to my manager.
3) One I was at school and missed the last bus home.
4) One I was at a party in town and the bar was 3 times bigger then me haha
5) I was kidnapped in a taxi and then I went and got a new flat with two girls off my course i've barely talked to.
6) Can't really remember this one much, but was watching England in Euro final and wasn't allowed to cheer as one of my friends had just had a baby

Aren't dreams strange, I never can normally remember any of them but remember most of those vividly. So happy to be in the awake world now haha

Sweet Lord Ha' Mercy.

I'm never drinking again. This is precisely why I was put off auditioning for Big Brother- one JD & Coke later and I'm spouting absolute bollocks!

Well that game of football was absolutely woeful. Had the wee one asleep in my arms so couldn't even get up to change the channel. (in fear of waking her)

Can see portugal beating Spain easily. They usually don't go down without a fight so hopefully they can spring a surprise

Does anyone have "song pop " for the iPhone and fancies setting up to play me?

I have song pop and I agree, the game was dire for most of it. For all of their praise I find Spain boring to watch most of the time, remember in the knockout stages of the World Cup they won all of their games 1-0. Doesn't always make for an exciting game..

Spain played Portugal in the last 16 of the World Cup. If I remember the game right, Portugal didn't really attack and Spain won 1-0...

I agree, dull game and France are out. At least now I can throw my full support behind England.

That just made me think of something, who are you supporting tomorrow 21CB?

If this was a real pub then I think I would have woken up in 21CenturyBoy's bed this morning. ARR ARR!!

21CB is a traitor so probably Italy.

I'd be lying if I said I was supporting England

Nothing against the team whatsoever (well except Terry) but I can't stand the media When the commentator laughed after the over the line incident the other night and came out with the comment "what goes around comes around", it really got on my nerves!