Originally Posted by Ditzy Lady:
“Aww I thought I was ok till I saw that .....”
Hi,
Ditzy!

Aww, I'm sorry ((hugs)) It's so bittersweet, isn't it? I get quite emotional about it as well. It tends to come in waves. One minute I'm fine; the next quiet and reflective. I mean, I woke up this morning with this russling noise coming in near my ears

. I soon found out that it was coming from somewhere near my head

, so I touched my head ... and realised I had gone to bed wearing my shower cap

. I hadn't had a shower that night, and for the life of me, I honestly can't remember when and why I put it on:sleep:.
Strange as it is (or it isn't), it was the thread as much as the Chryed's story that has made the experience so worth while. Never ever in my whole life have I felt the need to share, discuss and talk about a s/l of any type with anyone, let alone a whole thread of strangers.
Talking of change, yes, it's true it is and can be incredible scary. But I was also thinking how much I've changed in the way I see and consider things since 2009 which isn't scary at all, though it surprises me at times. But I didn't change all by myself; I had a whole load of "strangers" help me do that. It's altered the way I think and behave - and all for the good (see below).
I might post a brief list of the things you guys have helped me with in the near future. I should begin with:
1. Turning quite mad and doing things like going to bed with a shower cap

. Thanks, guys. Much appreciated:sleep:

But yeah,
Ditzy, it's so bittersweet atm.