Hope everyone's had a good festive period. I'm here on a thread for two characters who left a soap two months ago at 2am 'cos my social life is rocking.

Just like the good old days. Anyway, thanks for the survey,
Sylae! IT WAS HARD.

I was so amused by how my ranking of the storylines was more or less in chronological order.
Originally Posted by AlexinBrum:
“Thanks Sylae for the new poll - I have completed it! Your last 'evil' question I actually found incredibly easy. No hesitation at all about that one!
And I totally understand your emotion with the other poll results, Dessie. Take your time. I think the stance I have taken with the DTW stuff is that I sort of accept on the surface that it must have happened because Syed and Christian both said it did, but I take it as code for 'Syed did a really bad thing' and don't dwell on what the bad thing was. It was the lying about it that upset Christian more, so let's just focus on that, and not what he was actually lying about (which we all know is totally out of character and a ridiculous plot-driven nonsense). :sleep:
I still miss our boys, but have come to a more robust, less raw place over the festive period. I'm very much enjoying Chryed's new life, as brought to us by Lyra and Mushroom Hair. Thank you ladies. And I may even have been working on the next (and probably last) chapter of my own story 'Ignition'. Watch this space...”
The truly evil question was asking us to pick between the weddings.

Intellectually, I know that NYD was the superior episode but, damn, was Christian and Syed's wedding everything I'd wanted in an episode for a long time. Honestly, I think if it hadn't been for the twist nonsense tainting it, it might've pipped NYD to the post, because the question was which
wedding did I prefer :sleep:. It's hard for me to think about Christian and Syed's wedding without getting pissed off (thanks again, EE, love you too!) about the stuff that came afterwards, but despite the way it came about (still love ya, EE) it really talked about things that I'd wanted talked about for so long, and they got a super long conversation and I'm pretty sure Syed actually did MORE TALKING than Christian

and it was wonderfully in-character and the actual wedding was just spot-on. I will watch it again at some point. Eventually. So, yeah, that was evil! It was so hard.
I actually didn't mind the cheating that much (keep reading, guys

) compared to the ridiculous 'I love you' rubbish, Syed's random personality change (yeah, Syed's always been so arrogant and vain and prideful? He has many flaws but... um, he was only like that for his first few weeks and it was made obvious that that was just a persona and not who he really was

I literally don't think I could hate that episode more...
anyway). I could sort of maybe get my head around the cheating itself, but the 'no he didn't, yes he did, no he didn't, OH YES HE DID' stuff was actually appalling. Not just as a fan, though it was soul-crushing as one, but just genuinely terrible storytelling, even for EE. I will never be able to square the wedding with that twist. And then they didn't even DO anything with it? They went against everything Syed's character had become for this, and then instead of a huge row they had Christian ignore it for a couple of days and then go 'as long as you still love me, it's all right'.

and then pretty much ignored the fact that Syed deceived Christian into marrying him (as in, Christian wouldn't have married him at that point if he'd known) and never really dealt with that beyond a line in their last episode. Not that it would have been worth it, but it would've at least made EE-sense. But, meh, I actually mostly found the Danny stuff hilarious (
jenn and
Mercs and I once made a list of all the hilarious/terrible Danny lines and I nearly choked to death ), so it didn't bother me that much, it was just the twist and everything afterwards (minus the last couple of episodes) that made me want to set fire to things.
Oh, and choosing which blackhole I'd liked to have seen classifies as torture, I'm pretty sure, omg. I could've put all of them.
This is long... I'm really bored and I've sort of managed to formulate my feelings beyond the red mist of rage I lived in for the last two weeks of the storyline

Oh well, no-one is going to read this anyway!