Ohh bless you all. Thank you all again so much for thinking of me and Turbo. He's still not back home, and I have to say I'm almost (but not totally) resigned to the fact that he's gone. I am trying to remain positive, and keep hope alive that he'll come back to me, but I can't hide my fears either.
These last 18 days have felt like an eternity without him. I miss him so much, but am having to face the most likely truth that my boy is sleeping. It's so hard and horrid to think like that, but I have to be realistic too. Sometimes, it's felt like I'm giving up on him by accepting, or should I say facing the possible fact that he's gone.
I look for him all the time, and call out for him outside, but he's no where for me to see.
I look online, in lost and found sections of papers, and shelter/rescue websites, but alas he's never on there.
My life is just that little bit more empty without him.
Rest assured, if he does come home, you'll all probably hear me screaming with delight! But I'll be sure to let you all know.
Thank you all again, so very much, And Maisey, you're an absolute star, a big bright star.xxx