Hey guys.
Wow, OK, can't believe I haven't been on since this morning and came back to all this
I must say, the thing that really blew me away and sent my heart plummeting to my stomach was the shaving of the 'tache

For him to have entered Lime this morning with it, only to leave tonight without it is really making a statement- and that statement was far more gutting than words could ever say. It honestly feels like a close friend has moved away and I'm never going to see them again. Of course Emmett will move on to pastures new, but losing Brendan Brady is such a shock to the system and I honestly don't think (no matter how amazing Emmett is) I will connect with another character he might play in the same way. In fact I'll probably just end up going back to my life before Brendan was in it and forget to follow the latest goings on of Emmett

which is something I also find particularly sad, no matter how likely.
We've all went through all the ups and downs with Brendan, connected to his character in a big way and now that Emmett has stopped filming the future is now set in stone. They have filmed the end of Brendan, and even though we still have him on air until March (a day where I will probably go into my room and sob once the show has been aired) it still feels a tiny bit tainted considering we know that the end has been set in cast iron.
I really didn't want this roller-coaster to end

but at least we knew it was coming and prepared ourselves. Now let's ride the last part of this train off the f**king tracks
BH