Or a hooker with two twa*s

I'm working four straight days. Simple enough for a normal person but for me its the end of the world. Mind u next Thursday over £200 will be mine to spend so I can't complain.

Exactly. Earn and spend, earn and spend. F*ck that saving lark 😂😂

Sucks to be you lol, well he's busy I guess? Idk I haven't exactly asked.

Aw ballicks. You just reminded me I'm meant to be saving up up for a holiday to lanzarote, aww!

Evening all

It's been a while since I stopped by. Been working so hard Most of my wages I've spent already haha (I get paid weekly). Well the first week went back into my savings account and some money that I owed to someone. Then this week I've bought blister plasters (so not thrilling), shampoo and a new electric toothbrush. Plus going clothes shopping again tomorrow as need new trousers for work They got ruined on Friday somehow. Plus need some new shorts for the summer and my holidays. Also need some 3/4 length shorts/trousers for my summer job that I start soon

I see Kieron Richardson has announced his engagement to Carl Hyland.

I'm getting paid this week and I've already created myself a little budget lol.

I'm saving up for a possible holiday, some family friends are renting out a villa and I might be able to go so I'm saving up just in case. AND if I don't end up getting to go I'll have a week long empty

I have a dilemma.. Although, I'm clearly going to sound like a ******** but yeah..

So basically, it's been a while, and I'm kind of like tired of being single... But because of the way I conduct myself.. In terms of like lifestyle I guess, I have a habit of attracting guys who have no interest in staying around... Or even remembering my name..

I'm not really the type to sleep around either. Because of my history I find intimacy difficult, and it takes me a while to be comfortable enough with someone..which then probably scares people off... But anyway, this really cute guy around my age started talking to me, and tbh, I was shocked he'd even be interested, but I'm also a bit egotistical, so like I can be erm.. Flirty..

Gist is, he keeps trying to turn conversation onto basically just a night stand.. And although I miss being ****ed, I just can't do it with someone who is effectively a stranger..well unless I'm drunk and high..(I think Jack knows about this, dunno if anyone else does..)...so
basically how do I keep him interested until I'm ready?

Well done you I went shopping yesterday but most of what I got I did actually need haha.


((((CC)))) You're not alone in finding intimacy difficult, I do too and worry about finding the right person who's going to understand that :\ I would just keep talking and see where it goes. You may have to just come out with it that you don't do ONS or something along those lines if he's desperate to keep steering the conversation to it? Sorry I know this probably isn't very helpful x

I tend to make that clear anyway but, like tbh, most guys won't get into a relationship without having sex first, it makes sense but it's just not something I'm strong enough to deal with right now, but I find the guy cute and I'd like to see where it could go!

Be you ?
he was obviously interested in just that to start talking. non ?

I think I may have just been spotted on a night out...

Or scouted?

Haha, maybe.

Evenin all

Watcha Loopy. What's shakin'?

My legs Nah I kid haha

I'm good, just thinking. You?

I'm good thanks.

Thinking? Anything fun?

Just about the never ending list of things I need to do tbh and about going on telly later this week

Just catching up on Eastenders perving over Peter Beale!!

Where you at with it?

Just finished watching. Purse and mobile buried....

Ahhhh, just tonight's to watch now

Yeah, that's for the morning before I go to work

Awesome idea