Tis is voice is one half of why I find him alluring.


Not my usual type either to be honest, but he's one of my special flavours

I had to google him but I would have to pass, he is slightly creepy looking.

lol that reminds me of a great video on YT where someone is explaining being gay to someone who thinks its a phase.

"What's your favourite flavour of ice cream?"
"Chocolate"
"Well I like vanilla, always have"
"...but I can still eat vanilla"
"Yeah but you'd be thinking of chocolate!"

I prefer a hot fudge Sundae (Hispanic)

lol whatever floats yer boat. I do like that analogy though. Here's the original vid if anyones interested.

BTW anyone catch Tom on the Johnathon Ross show? I thought he came across very well in it. He really does seem 'loved up'. And I don't normally like JR but he conducted the interview very well also. No stupid questions.

This thread needs more gayness. Just scanned through it and considering it is a thread for gays there is hardly any gayness going on.

Up your game peeps

Define gayness babe, you mean the lack of filth? because I think there's no lack of campness.

I still wish there were some more gay girls in the house, for a bit of diversity

I hate myself sometimes

I think we should be talking about interior design ...and possibly colonic irrigation
tho enema seems a perfectly good word why anybody would want to change it is beyond me possibly it didn't fit the décor of a upmarket salon .

you do ?
I never need to waste energy on that, there's a whole host of people who do it for me...

What's up sweet cheeks?


Anything you want to get off your chest you could do in these safe non existent camp walls


And how fabulous Beyonce is...

is bouncy(not a typo) fabulous ?

It certainly is

Nothing's up I'm just out and I might be Sri I guy it's okay

so that is official and my note has been taken...

Your seeing a guy or you're sorry? I didn't quite catch that honey x

I'm not really sure what I was trying to say. Auto correct is helping me so much right now.

Ah good ol' productive tex-mex..... er proactive tucks.... autocorrect.

Sorry for being such a mess. I'm not in a good place right now. I've sobered up a bit and I'm parked somewhere I shouldn't be trying to convince myself that I deserve to live. I'm so scared I don't know why I can here or why I'm telling you guys but I didn't know what else to do, typing this is keeping me busy.

I'm five yards away from the place I was first raped, and I'm opposite the house I grew up in. It's getting a bit hard to write now because the tears are in the way but there's some train tracks near here. I remember one time he took me to them and he said if I didn't make him happy he'd throw me on the tracks. Sometimes I wish he did. I just don't want to feel like this any more. I'm just so tired. The worst part is I don't think I could go through with it.

I can't begin to imagine what you're going through, but what I do know is that of course you deserve to live. You did nothing wrong, you're not a bad person.

I never went through what you went through, but I have suffered from depression. Earlier this year I was so close to ending it all. I saw no way out, no future for me. I felt completely lost and hopeless. I had a knife from my kitchen in the drawer beside my bed, and time and time again I'd hold it to my chest, ready to end it, but something would stop me. I used to think it was me being cowardly but it wasn't. It was me deep down knowing that I am a good person and I do deserve better, and maybe this is the case for you. I finally sought help from my doctor, who set me up with CBT and it really helped. I was at a point where I never believed I could be happy, and my problems would never go away and now I do. I'm so hopeful about next year, things changing for the better.

What happened to you was awful, I can't begin to imagine, but you are not to blame. You are a good person, and things can get better. It's never too late. I know you don't know me, and I know my case is different, but I also know that you writing this took strength. You are strong. Please don't do anything to hurt yourself. You can always talk to me if you need to. I'll try my best to help.

I came home, which I'm glad of. I've been using a distraction technique I picked up. I just rub an ice cube where I want to hurt.

This was my own fault. I went out with some friends from work, and one of them used a trigger word. Instead of walking away, I drank, and I kept drinking. I knew it was a mistake, but I didn't try and stop it, and then I just got overwhelmed by everything.

I'm glad the CBT helped. I found it useful too. It's good to hear things are getting better for you too, things always get better, life's weird like that.

I think my lesson to take away from this is to stay away from drink.

Sorry for like all of this.

No need to be sorry, it's a good thing you got it out. Far better than keeping it in. And it's great you have a way of dealing with it. One of the things I remember from CBT is that it's not about getting rid of the problem but learning how to deal with it. And it's important to remember that there's no perfect solution, and the feelings will probably present themselves in the future sometimes. I know that my problems aren't gone for good, but I know what I need to do, and it sounds like you do too. I'm happy that you're feeling better. And it's not necessarily your fault, hindsight's 20/20 don't forget. You may not have handled it how you wanted to on reflection, but the important thing is you came through it, that's where your strength is. You don't need to apologise, I'm glad you're feeling better.

My head is pounding so much right now. I'm on a 7-4, I feel like I'm still drunk. This is going to be fun today.. Not.

I don't know what this means... do we need to bitch more or sleep with each other more?

I vote the later
bring back free love
(im just not quite old enough to be a hippy)
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