Originally Posted by pothuthic:
“Well I need to clear things up.
I can't speak for the other three but the other night I posted something very personal to try and help Emma out and help her get through what she said she was doing.
What happened in my life has been on my mind since it happened, and it's not been easy. I have been upset constantly because of what happened and I'm still not over it.
Emma blaming me for what she did pushed me over the edge. I almost lost someone very close to me because of a suicide attempt lately, and it was not easy and to be blamed for that just annoyed me.
Ive apologised to nick and Callum, but if I'm gonna be blamed for something so horrible, I don't wanna continue.
I told Emma that story to try and help her through it and she shoved it right back at me, I'd rather not have told anyone, but I thought it would help her so I said it.
So I'm sorry for messing you around, but I can't be dealing with this.”
Hello Mitch.
Sometimes you have maturity far beyond your age, I think tho that you have just learned a very hard lesson, you obviously tried to tell her that she isn't the only one who has issues in her life and judging by what you have just written you opened up your heart to her.
I have no right to comment on whatever has happened in your own life but please take my comments in the spirit of sympathy that they are meant.
The internet is a very dangerous place, full of wierdos and self serving people, people who will twist every single word you post and throw it back in your face, people who will take pleasure in seeing your pain, what they expect to gain from it is anyones guess but unfortunately life is a bitch.
In my opinion a certain person has got some sort of pleasure out of causing friction, she has had every opportunity to be part of the "gang" but has stuck to her own agenda, others have tried to excuse her actions in the knowledge that those actions have offended you and others.
At 16 you must feel that it's futile to express yourself, I suppose I felt the same when I was that age, all that I can say is sometimes things that hurt you only make you stronger, as you get older and grow into an adult the lessons you learn now will make you a stronger and better person.
There's others on this forum who possibly have personal issues and are looking for a shoulder to lean on or even cry on, why not be that person who others can depend on to have a sympathetic ear? You seem very respected on here and that is to your credit.
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big thing to do now would be to re-enter the jungle and prove that altho you feel hurt you are big enough to rise above it all, lead by example and others will follow.
As I constantly say, use the report and ignore buttons, what you can't see can't hurt you.
There's an old saying mate, nil illegitimi non carborundum, = don't let the bas****s grind you down, ( or words to that effect ).