Today is dragggggging now

I had a nap at lunchtime but so ready to go sleep now but doubt I would if I got my jammies on & turned everything off

Oooo... let me know if you see Radox on sale

Had mine on since about 8 after my shower

Will do but doubt I'll be in Tesco again this week

Ah bless you Mrs T!

I'm extremely shocked at Daley's behaviour on BB tonight, I think he was right to be removed.

I had seen about that on the DS FB page

Sorry Crazy was boosting the Million Count as I let them down so much nowadays

It's fine, I'm getting all emotional and not the good kind

Oh Crazy, channel them feelings into good thoughts, I've got to be a dab hand at that and you can do it too trust me, switch the negatives about xxx (((((hugs)))))

It's quite shocking... I'm glad they showed it though as to not show why he was banished would have been wrong for the viewers

I'm honestly trying not to think about anything that might be negative or become it.

I knew it was coming though, I always get like this when I hit a certain point of tiredness Had hoped I'd avoided it but obviously not arrrgh.

Hate me. Hate my mental ills. Hate hate hate hate hate it.




(((((((((Mrs T))))))))

Yeah bet thing to do I guess

Mornings is my worst, I sit and have to shake myself out of it, sometimes I scare myself with it especially after me totally dippy do episodes last summer after the Olympics


Crazy when you feel like this go over all the positives, repeat them and think of making them even better.......yes I talk crap but it sort of works for me but not all the time if I'm honest but that is what makes us human

Thanks Mrs T, will do that

These things will pass Lucky, being tired isn't good for you mental health though and you are more likely to reminisce about negative times

Is that like a gratitude list?

I know Thank you xx

Hey Loopy

Some advice from Mrs T there

((((Loopy))))

Not long until Thursday Eugene

My words might be useless but think of the things you've achieved

((((((((((Crazy)))))))))))))))))))))


I see it as my survival list at times Nate or maybe my flee or fight I suppose. Shattered now, don't work too hard tomorrow........but we will won't we x

Yesterday was hard but I reckon the week will get easier

Yep

and then I can waste my time with the council again.

I think I might just move into one of their offices.

I'll be off to bed soon, at the docs in the morning, then have my interview with the Samaritans.

I've tried to do something productive instead of moping, like I've been doing for the last six hours. (Sorry about that).

I've sent an email to the council explaining my current situation and asked why I keep getting relegated to such a lowly position in the queue.

If needs be, I'll see my doc and see if I can get her to write a letter backing me up.

Now, I guess I best go to bed, I'm up in five hours.

Morning Miners