Originally Posted by Dexter_KOH:
“Reading a lot of the nice comments and thanks guys. Im working hard and trying to achieve something from my time in the house. Its the first time I've been home for longer than three days. And need it to get perspective.
Im glad you felt my pain, and I fully understand its only a show out of many to come, and Looking back I do feel I was so close yet so far.
And feel it will soon become a very distant memory 7 weeks out and the impact of what I did to myself in there is only just started to sink in.
Most Ex BB Housemates all fall into the same category of washed up wannabes trying to hang on to there five mins.
I just want to make a living spread entertainment and create things or concepts people remember.
In front or behind the lens.
Im so glad some of you take the time to understand and support me .
And Im truly always grateful for helping me get a part of myself back that i lost many moons ago
Always reading always learning Forever yours Dexter. x”
For me and many others, you and Gina will be the two most remembered HMs from BB14, the series just wouldn't have been so popular without you both. I enjoyed watching what you were going to do next and how you staying annoyed the hell out of the other HMs. Some of the HMs should thank you for making them relevant. Even in their eviction interviews it was all about you.
You were successful in de-ar*eholing yourself, lol - not that I ever thought you were one. You managed to win people over just by being you. As well as having a lot of support on the forums, YouTube was very pro Dexter. You have many good qualities and if people don't accept you for being you, they ain't worth your time.
I have to hand it to you for staying so calm and polite when spoken to like cr@p in the house and having to justify every action. You have such great self control and many people respected you for not rising to insults that came your way. It showed your strength of character. I so wanted the others to STFU! on many occasions and I wasn't on the receiving end. Your head must have been wrecked at times with everyone having a go at you constantly and also being up for eviction every week. No names mentioned but there were some hypocrites in that house with their holier-than-thou attitudes.
I'm glad BB has helped you overcome your insecurities so that you can move on from the past and become the person you've wanted to be. Although you didn't win the prize money, BB brought you and your family closer, something money can't buy. I'm sure you will go on to greater things as you're a fighter and a hard worker, and I look forward to hearing about them. Reading your tweets, I don't know where you get your energy from. Do make time to relax and switch off though, you don't want to run yourself into the ground.