in the end, i think natalie was a bit like sophie, really rather reserved and private and perhaps struggling to manage the strictly experience. because strictly seems to be not just another job, but something that can affect people rather deeply.
i guess people like sophie and natalie are used to having a bit of a guard up most of the time, but both of them in the end, realised you only get one opportunity at this and took it. it was about 2 weeks ago that sophie seemed to stop worrying what people might think and started saying she just wanted to enjoy the experience. for natalie, its a great shame that it did seem to only be in that very last dance that she could finally join all that together and live the dance, not because we missed out by her not doing so, but because she did.