It's upsetting.

But we're still here.

I still have old Gaydio recordings before Hollie started uploading if that helps at all (I used to upload the show before she did.)


And we always will be

In my head it sounded like this

My queen

I've just watched Dublin.

I've got the beautiful HD edit from Mojy's dailymotion channel on a hard drive, so I'm able to watch it on proper telly, and it's wonderful.

Also the next video up was the 'win Brendan's clothes' outtakes, so I've had a transfusion of Kimmetty goodness.

Aw what a blissful evening

They're still the most special episodes, although couple Stendan afterwards comes very, very close for me. Actually maybe it's equal... I can't decide.

Their time as an official couple (which of course began in Dublin) is absolutely golden.

We got more than I'd ever dreamed of

Happy four year anniversary of Dublin day two

"Dublin is our oyster."

"We?" / "Yes. We."

"I'm your man, whatever the pleasure."

"Rank that, innit?"

"All that's left of the past now is dust. It just breaks away. It can't hurt you anymore."

"Time to go home."

"See you tomorrow?" / "Too right you will." / "Too right I will."

"Love you." / "Love you too. Now scram."

"He can't hurt you any more."

"You can hold my hand if you want." / "You think I don't want that, Steven?"

That hug from behind is so important

Awww

I love the way that was filmed.


Brendan admitted he wanted to hold his hand

Happy anniversary

Aww it was all so wonderful

Evening

We'll never forget it.

Evening

I'm loving this years advent calendar, it's the highlight of my day

It's always such a joy to see. It makes Christmas even more special

Yes it lifts my spirits and it seems to get better every year

It really does!

I wonder if Embo's taken a special picture for it this year like in the past.

Oh I'd forgotten about that *fingers crossed*

A surprise Kimmett would be the greatest. If not a bearded selfie will more than do

It's actually all i want for xmas

It would be even better than Christmas dinner

Evening

Lovely calendar picture today

And every day.

And R Celine's Stendan Advent calendar is beautiful.

We're lucky.

We're being truly spoilt