Originally Posted by hazydayz:
“You need to think of this logically. I know it's TV and it's not real but you can still apply logic.
IF this were real what would Carol do? Carol would now realise that this world is a lot bigger than she originally, there's a hell of a lot of survivors out there and they're armed. One bullet to the head and she is dead, it's not her and the gang against the Walkers.
Over the years she has lost many good people, people she tried to protect, people that in the end she COULDN'T protect. Those numbers are going down. She's seeing that now, the people she knew are dwindling down.
Look at her reaction at Alexandria. Not only did she pretend to be the innocent housewife to fit in but she did it because she was trying to TAKE IT OVER. Why was she trying to TAKE IT OVER? Because she never thought in her wildest dreams there would be another place full of survivors. What does that mean? That means there might be people there that also aren't stupid, that are well armed with guns and if they don't like her they could easily get rid of her. Basically she's outnumbered and she can't do anything about it. Her instininct is to take it over because by taking it over it gives her and the group power, power they simply don't have in numbers nor ammunition.
Throughout the last season this is what she comes to realise more and more. Not only has she lost loved ones but she's finding out daily that she's just another person, just another woman, just another face in the crowd and it can be game over for her at any time. She's not in control. They don't know when the Wolves will attack again, they don't know when the Walkers will get in again, they don't know when the people of Alexandria will turn on them again. Before it was her and Rick and Glenn and Daryl and they knew the group wouldn't turn on their own. They were a cohesive unit, now it's all wide open, there's not 6 or 7 people watching you're back now, it's maybe 1 or 2 and the rest are somewhere else. Not everyone has her back. They all look after themself first.
And I think this is what we will see next season. No doubt the world will be opened up even more and we will see even more places and people and get to know Negan's crew and where they live and they're gonna be split up and mix with people that could just kill them anytime. I don't think Carol will return to the way she was. She can't change this situation nor can she fix it because they are all outnumbered.
And IF this were real, that's what would happen in real life. People would break down. They would have a mental breakdown after so long and lose the will to keep fighting. Ideally that is how the show would end. There is millions of survivors. This show is Rick's story. This show should end by them being killed and Rick being the last one. It will be grim but that's what would happen in real life. Or they lose food and water and get so far until they reach a city or Washington and it's overrun with Walker and at that point they accept fate, they can't fight anymore and they accept the innevitable. That's where the show should be headed.”
I agree completely that it's realistic that people would break down, but I completely disagree with your reasons for why Carol is breaking down.
Being taken out herself is the LAST thing Carol is worried about. It was shown repeatedly in this season that Carol does not really care if she lives or dies. She doesn't value her own life at all, hence she only started fighting in Same Boat when Maggie and the baby were in danger. And why when the Saviour was shooting her she was actually relieved because she thought she was going to die.
She has no qualms with being just another face in the crowd, in fact she CRAVES it - and that was part of the appeal of her cover at Alexandria, and why she seemed to partly return to it when she hooked up with Tobin. But she knows her own instinct to protect everyone she loves, and how good she is at it, means she simply CAN'T be.
It makes no sense that she'd leave her family because she fears being just another face, with no one to watch her back - that's exactly what she is making herself by going off alone.
Her fear is that she can't see people she loves die anymore, but nor can she live with what she knows she HAS to do to protect them so she tries to go off and be alone so she doesn't have to kill for anyone. Of course, it won't work at all - even ignoring Morgan finding her - because she cares too much about EVERYONE and when she sees someone in trouble who needs her help, she'll step up. The only way it can be resolved is for her to realise it's what she has to do, what they all have to do - as Rosita told her - and they have to find a way to live with it.