this is a lot longer than i thought so i'll break it into two posts...hope it all goes thru, not sure if they limit the number of characters.
Makosi is sick of this place. People say what they want to say. She wants to be alone and told kemal to get off her bed. She doesn't want to say things she might say and regret it in the morning.
M: go f'ng nominate me in the morning, you've told me you have once already, i don't like being threatened
K: did i threaten you, i didn't, and don't come out with remarks like that because i sat round a table on friday and said your name
M: you threaten me, in my bed, you know what kemal, you talk about what you want
K: that hurts me you say that
M: i want you to cos it hurts me, only reason why i said do not talk to me like that cos you said whatever you're doing to people in this house don't do it to me
K: i didn't say people, i said whatever you're doing in here dont' do it to me
M: God...hmmmm
S: what's going on
M: nothing
S thought you said there was no beef
M: there wasn't but someone thinks they are so powerful they can't
K: as a friend i said one thing to you, i said i'd be hurt, please don't ever, ever, don't, i ask you please don't and you come out with that, i asked you please don't to me
S: what what what what what..what you doing
M: i'm chewing
S: well science leaves the room again and misses out on a bit of entertainment, what happened
M: don't worry about it
S: you don't need to tell me details
Kemal outside in living room....
K: that what you want, I'll tell them all...
flash flash flash as he tries to light a cig, he's very agitated..i'll send this one and transcribe more as it happens
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M also said to kemal you're dying to talk about what happened friday nite in there, but they were talking so fast i couldn't squeeze that in
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M: he's a joke, a proper joke
S: everybody's on edge, told you you don't know where you stand with anybody that's why you only trust me
Orla enters the room
O:what's happened, what's wrong
M: you can go for a swim i'll tell you
O; no no tell me now
M: k comes to me and tells me that you and v were the ones who told him about his parents lying....i have had it in this house, i have had it
O: the one thing i can say is this everyone has said an awful lot about everyone and whenever that eviction came up last week and i said it in front of k and i was thinking and i said you were friends and shouldnt' nominate each other
M: i told you k thinks i'm an actress
O: you've told me quite a bit of things, things i've been told is then whenever i say it that's whenever i realize that what people are really like, i come in here in week 5 and i'm being told stuff
M: when you're in the middle of it you don't realize it and now he just said to me, cos he thinks i'm an actress, whatever you are in this house don't do it to me, i said k are you threatening me, he said you've chosen the wrong time to do it, i said if you're threatening to nom me why don't you just go ahead and do it again, and he felt so bad..orla i don't quit but i can't take this anymore
O: in the dr i said i'm not a quitter but im that close
M: i can't takeit anymore, i just chucked him off my bed, i said get off my bed
S: i was just chillin and come back and it's war
M: i think the best thing in this house is when someone comes to talk to you is say i dont' wann know
O: last week strange with V cos we were just sitting chatting but we dont' know
M: but i trusted V and I still trust V..i don't knwo why she went to K and said orla and that said this and that....and he said, don't do it, you're choosing the wrong time to do it, and i said if you're saying V is the one to come tell you this, V told me you didn't love me and he started going ah ah....ahhhhhhhh
O: you know what you need to do and i've learnt my lesson, no matter how long i have left in this house, you need your own time, you need to have your own time and your own thoughts
S: was i invading that
M: no
S: orla?
O: yes
S: is that why you were kicking off at me
O: yes
S: sorry
M: even if you and derek have issues i thought why are one to do it in front of an audience........
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C: i said this instantly, i said k looks like he's being pushed out
K: that day when we had that convo, it was me and ant that started that convo and it took my friends in here that convo to come out with and i was like it took ant to start that convo to find out what my friends were coming out with
C: over the last few days in particular a lot of things coming to light, a lot of thigns being false, their colors are showing, i dont' know who said what to you and i don't know what they said..
K: i said that, you have to q the motives of a person that comes and tell you something
C: we never listen, we don't give a F we don't give a shit, unless they talk about that boy blah blah blah, not have my family attacked blah blah blah (you know the speech)
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K: but imagine having what you had with ant and then having to worry about the entire 8 weeks, would you not understand...that isn't the only issue but
C: i've thought you've done some stuff out of order, didn't like what you done to sask and max and other stuff but at the same time you're not the only one that's done it..like that noms thing, i didn't care
K: again with eveyrone i said you don't know the full story nobody listened to me
C: You're not the only person to be untrue false about things, my saying is practice what you preach
K: i never once said no (about nominating i think(
V: V can't preach at you when she admitted on her own accord she was talking about noms
K: though it looked like something i'd done wrong i hadn't
C: shocked you didn't pick M but at the same time what you do is up to you
K: exactly why are people talking about it who weren't there..nobody said why didn't anyone pick vanessa it's why did k pick makosi..if someone asks i'll talk about it but it's nobody else's biz, just cos my pick was different to everyone else's why does that matter
C: lot of powerful people in this house making others look like their the gossips and shitstirrers, science is one of those people..he came in theDR with me and Ant that is something I do with my mates (snicker) forced his way in, sat in there, lashed out at ant cos i didn't know how to deal with it..ant asked why you had a go the last couple of days...sound dip
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C: i'm not going to lie, i dont' personally think i've been an evil hm, i've not been the best hm
back to the bedroom...
S: burp..excuse me
M: all they do with derek but then they're the first ones to know why people gossip
O: who's this
M: kemal and derek
O: but it's almost over
M: i've got sharp eyes, i've seen so many things happen in this house, but when people argue about them i just keep quiet about them, a lot of things and then when i just try and open my mouth someone says you'er choosing the wrong time to do it
O: it's not all that was said, when i was called to the dr
M interrupts: don't think that was the best time ..when you talk to people you do not want an audience, why do you need an audience...she would have probably explained exactly why she said it but you had an audience there, you wanted to feed an audience but then he goes at the end of the day you're trying to put it on vanessa ..your'e telling me stuff v said and v not here..and then he start saying ATEOTD (new abbrev for at the end of the day) he thinks i'm not a contestant, in front of science he says i'm not even gonna start talking
S: then i left and come back and there's bear beef kicking off
M: i said get off my bed, i do not take people talking to me like that, you've Fing vexed your own head that i'm not an actress, cos you cannot believe anyone can have potentially more attention than you..you still cannot understand week 1, why i picked orla and eugene, why i drop that egg, you want more drama than i got
S: when they dont' know who you are and sussed you out, they throw things they know within themselves at you
M: exactly, the best friends that he was saying i am to orla, can't come between my best friend, he throws that card, what if i was an actress and he says that in front of science, that would be the end of me,he is the most tactful person, he said that at the table cos of tactic not cos he loves vanessa..he lied about nom he starts talking about dreams, he wanted to put the blame on A&C...honestly im telling you what i think of this boy and now he is saying you don't wanna play that card with me i'll tell everyone who you are
M: everyone else knows i'm a contestant, bb knows, it doesn't matter what a 19 yo who doesn't know if he's straight or gay..i cannot waste my time with people like k go talk to whoever you want to talk to about whatever you want to talk about
O: he was confident you were best friends but you just don't know a person till you really really get to know them and i told him that in the loft i actually told him his mum and dad were nice people
M: he told me that you don't think my parents love me and use it as a cheap shot..he told me his parents didn't love him and i thought he was lying..i dont' care what V said cos she's not here right now, ATEOTD i did not believe his parents didn't love him
O: on the footage they love him to bits..i said k the footage they sent really really nice you've nothing to worry about, and i said that to him on Friday dont' worry about anything you'll be fine
M: people can be friends whoever they want to be friends with especially on a sunday nite
S; this game is espionage..to destroy a person, give a person something which could be false or false impressions
back to living room
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C: what would be the point..at this point i can't be manipulated, when people slag my friends off (same again lol blah blah blah) I spoke to O tonite and from what she was saying i said orla i think you're a bitch a gossip but not a deep down bad person..same time good you did in in front of M but you should do it with O on her own
K: in this house no more pvt moments left, we will clarify what's been said and then you'll say something different, from now on we need witnesses to clarify what's been said it's that bad
C: i'm not gonna slag her off to you, i dont' need to, want to , she's your mate
K: right, orla on the first nite i came on the first nite you said i didn't like you...the only first nite i said do you think they know anything
C: i said to o you 2 coming in the house i was not happy with cos 2 of my friends are gone and 2 are still here...blah blah
K: just cos i'm not best friends with you we're still friends as far as i'm concerned
C: all you can do is talk to the person you care about personally on your own
K" we just tried to do but she said you should not
continue talking in front of people..she continued it in front of other people and i didn't want to, screaming and shouting
C: i don't know what to say, i dont' know what this house is about, all I understand is i got my anthony in here (blah blah blah
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K: you imagine somebody else coming in and befriending ant and then ant coming back, you'd be less upset with the person coming in and upset with ant
C: i wouldn't blame the person i'd blame my friend
K: I went thru it once with V in a way and then orla
C: i grew apart from V cos of certain acts she done, she did certain things to me and lesley we didn't like, when i got upset with you and this whole team brit thing, now when lesley left people knew how upset i was, i was in tears cos i thougth she the one person i can trust and she's gone, i beared V no ill will at all, i'm not ever gonna preach she was my best friend but she was not my worst enemy and i felt bad for her cos i knew that little girl was frightened (on fri) but if you got an issue you need to speak individually and 2 they should respect you as a friend to wanna discuss it pvtly, if i have a prob with Derek i discuss it pvtly i don't need a stage..obviosly people been going between people stirring, i'm disappointed in makosi
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D: she was not above reproach, within 2 days of being in house she hated sas
C: did she
D hated her with a passion and would say dreadful things about Sas in front of me him and mak cos everyone else was anti sas...I was actually neutral to sas even after what i said, that was one incident, if somebody can come into this house and not know any of the characters and within 2 days...
switched to DR door and Ant
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M: that's why i said bake me some biscuits, i could have given that beer for free you know
O: i've got a beer you can have for free ...this is just so pathetic, this is very good for me, i needed this
S: it's learning things about different people really, i learn a couple of things about myself ...only reason i'm in here is cos the big guy picked one well, i came in here as an anomoly, who knows
O" if i hear the british public one more time..oh god
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M: and to think i nearly went home, this close to going home on fri and then i hve this bs
O: you knwo what we gotta stick at it
M: i can't take it anymore
O: we're not quitters maksoi
M: I cant do this, i'm not fit enough to do something like this
O: i thought i wasn't fit enough to do something like this, if i'm not up on Fri, if i find out on tues i'm not up i'm gonna stick it out, i'm not gonna be a quitter
M: i can't mentally physically spiritually, i consult my bible when something like happens on what i have to do...i can't do this
S: what's so hard about waking up in the morn sunbathing a bit and doing a task
M: i can feel myself losing it, mentally going
O: we're the only 2 girls left we need to stick at it
M: i can't do it
O: i can't but i am just gonna do it, just gonna be so selfish to myself and let myself go thru this shit, it's only once in a lifetime that you're gonna do it and i'm gonna do it
M: i'm gonna wait for everyone to come in and then tell them who i'm gonna nominate and then get chucked out of here
S: you do that you're not getting kicked out you're just gonna be exempt
M: well nom me and i'll go on frid
S: everyone will, you can read who they all nom this week by looking at em, i can see
O: you're gonna look like someone who just can't take the fact
BB: this is bb hms reminded not to talk about nom or audition process
M: i'm gonna talk about it tonite and that way you don't have to put it on tv or anything, i want them to kick me out or if not i want the others to nom me and if the british public dont' like me they can kick me out
O: honestly take it in the chin, like rise above it..just get on with it, stick it out, it's nothing coming from me cos i'm cracking up aswell, just stick it out, dont' let them show that you're weak
M: at home right now i be in bed sleeping, watching telly or reading my bible not amongst demons in here
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O:you said it aswell, when it's your time to go it's your time to go, it's not worth it, i'd love to be here the last week
M: i can't do it, it's sunday i don't think i can make it thru to friday
O:i've thought that oh my god i've only been here four weeks tomorrow
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