What will i be doing?,
i will be in my room in complete darkness,
the door will be locked and the tv will be on!.
I have watched adamantly since the first series,
and im surprised every year at the massive effect the series has on me.
For the next 2 months or so there will be no need to go out, buy Dvd's or be on the net, because there will be 24 hr entertainment for me on the box.
Typically, at the end of it all i am very, very tired from just living wrong(not sleeping, eating etc.).
But its all for the excitement that it brings to me.
I can tell you this, about a half an hour before the program starts, i will have butterflies in my stomach,
one because its always, always, always a shock when you see them all for the first time, even though i dont know them, my mouth will be just tuck wide open for about 2 hours at having seen them for the first time, within about 15 minutes, i will know all their names!.
But i do have one hope, and ill explain it,
remember last year both during and at the end of BB3, us seasoned fans(most of us anyway) were going around to message boards spouting our hatred of 70% of the cast(a first for me personally with Big Brother), well lets just pray that this year they are a likeable lot and that this series contains that promised "warmth" like BB2.
Another thing i get on Launch night is the inevitable jealousy, you think to yourself, ooooh i wish i was in there, but i think for many of us, being hardcore fans, being in there would be a totally different reality than what we expect, the fact is i think most of us know too much about it, and would expect it to be one way and then it of course would be another.