Never say never but for now I want to say my good byes to everyone including Jeremy round here. I dont rule out a return to this thread if there is anything to be appreciated. I have been under tremendous pressure and have had my buttons pushed left right and centre. I am glad things are a bit clearer now from the right sources. Although I probably knew a lot of it,it was not my responsibilty or my business to heighten speculation on these threads especially as in my view and experience there was a lot interest in my views and my words would have carried a lot of weight and made the situation worse. It has come about at the appropriate time when a lot had been wrapped up in the events of the previous 10 days. For Jeremy's sake I have held on to wait for that right time.
I do wish Jeremy the best in whatever you chose to do. There is no hurry,finish your degree everything else will come. After my first degree,I thought it was the end of the world but tell you what it is only the beginning and even no where near it. I do not even remember what happened in those 3 yrs and I struggle to locate my qualifications in the CV. I remember the disssertation as my worst score but interestingly I caught up with research later in life and it is now more than an academic qualification-it is a life skill. As you can see you are always reminded of driving someone else's Ferrari

.That degree or degrees you will get are yours for life,nobody will claim them,nobody!!!
You also never know what is round the corner.I have a very personal reason why I have supported you this much,and for the first time I am going to reveal it. When I went to your website a few days into the show.I was impressed by the fact that despite as glamorous a career as motor racing you have tried to get an education off course it goes wthout saying that it is your priority. 3 years ago as result of an unfortunate side effect from chemotherapy I was required to give my driving licence back to the DVLA.I have not driven a car for all this time but my livelihood does not depend on driving. I have not even recovered fully but a few days ago during a hospital visit to look at my needs to get me back to work through occupational therapy. I found out that I can actually access some University schemes for disabled people and do my PHD soon as I have the time for it at the momment. If I was dependant on my driving licence where will I be now?I did not make a choice to get cancer at the height of my career. But all my papers are under lock and key and with the right health I can get them when I want.
You are my favourite BB housemate of all time and it is great that I got to meet you in person and you can always bank on my support.Sometimes I have had to remember that you are 21 yrs and its an age.

(I have not actually forgotten....

but have not said anything up to now,so...

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It was a pleasure watching you on Hijack.With all the ups and downs,I am a master at work politics and you can see I have had the last say,if not laugh I have actually enjoyed appreciating you on this forum. Making the threads in the main forum and dealing with the unexpected.
I will keep an eye on your career and you never know,we may meet again now that I know how to locate the circuits. Let us know of any challenges you get up to.
Tudor rose and capricorn girl its been a pleasure working with you on Jeremy's threads and I know we will meet on the ZAT after I come back from holiday. I am going on Saturday.