I'm sorry to hear you feel like this. How old are you and have you come out yet?
I'm 19 and have came out to my friends. I hang about with a group of straight guys so obviously there's been alot of jokes about the subject since I've told them. It's nothing I can't handle but it still annoys me because there's nothing I can do about it. It's awkward when they sit and talk about girls they'd **** and I have to sit there uncomfortable hoping they'll change the subject, and whenever we watch TV and a half naked guy comes on the screen I can feel everyone staring at me to see how I'll react. I'm dreading going out clubbing and stuff because while my mates will all be able to get girls easy (as they always do) I'll be alone. I'm dreading whenever I DO find someone and we all go out with our partners and it'll be me that gets stared at for walking down the street with a guy while my mates get no problem at all. I'm dreading telling my family and bringing someone home, I'm dreading telling anyone else I know, I'm dreading all the awkward silences whenever I tell anyone and I'm dreading the stupid jokes that my mates crack every single day about it.
If anyone seriously thinks being gay is a choice they are a ****ing moron (another subject, I know).
I'm 19 and have came out to my friends. I hang about with a group of straight guys so obviously there's been alot of jokes about the subject since I've told them. It's nothing I can't handle but it still annoys me because there's nothing I can do about it. It's awkward when they sit and talk about girls they'd **** and I have to sit there uncomfortable hoping they'll change the subject, and whenever we watch TV and a half naked guy comes on the screen I can feel everyone staring at me to see how I'll react. I'm dreading going out clubbing and stuff because while my mates will all be able to get girls easy (as they always do) I'll be alone. I'm dreading whenever I DO find someone and we all go out with our partners and it'll be me that gets stared at for walking down the street with a guy while my mates get no problem at all. I'm dreading telling my family and bringing someone home, I'm dreading telling anyone else I know, I'm dreading all the awkward silences whenever I tell anyone and I'm dreading the stupid jokes that my mates crack every single day about it.
If anyone seriously thinks being gay is a choice they are a ****ing moron (another subject, I know).
Totally agree with you. It not a choice. Sorry you find it hard and i wish you well for the future.
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Not all gay men come out at the same time, you know...
he wasn't replying to paul lol rowieboy!!!
Who's doing that?
sometimes our past helps our future .... you are not in school now, try to put aside the bad times & share the good times
That's not why we're suprised you're 30
I don't like gay men and women collectively being referred to as "gays". Should I report your post?
yes he is
I'm 19 and have came out to my friends. I hang about with a group of straight guys so obviously there's been alot of jokes about the subject since I've told them. It's nothing I can't handle but it still annoys me because there's nothing I can do about it. It's awkward when they sit and talk about girls they'd **** and I have to sit there uncomfortable hoping they'll change the subject, and whenever we watch TV and a half naked guy comes on the screen I can feel everyone staring at me to see how I'll react. I'm dreading going out clubbing and stuff because while my mates will all be able to get girls easy (as they always do) I'll be alone. I'm dreading whenever I DO find someone and we all go out with our partners and it'll be me that gets stared at for walking down the street with a guy while my mates get no problem at all. I'm dreading telling my family and bringing someone home, I'm dreading telling anyone else I know, I'm dreading all the awkward silences whenever I tell anyone and I'm dreading the stupid jokes that my mates crack every single day about it.
If anyone seriously thinks being gay is a choice they are a ****ing moron (another subject, I know).
Different Paul, I think.
According to profile and another post, yes he is.
Why are you surprised?
Lol! It is one of my faves to use
Because, honestly, you're not acting like a 30 year old should. You're being irrational, threatening to report everyone that doesn't agree.
Calm down!
Chester666 constantly refers to heteros. Is that acceptable? I suspect that it isn't.
I'm not 30.
Have you only just noticed? Haha.
I don't think everyone else has.
Again, wrong Paul. It's the other one who's said he'll report people.
Keep up!